When you told me you loved me

Its real sad to know
that we'll remain as we already are.
that we are still worlds apart.
that although you make smile, you make me cry the same.
that i have to hold back.
that i know what's it gonna be like three weeks four weeks five weeks later.
that we're back to square one.
that we're not there for each other.
that all we ever did was miss each other.
that the only good memory i have of you was seeing you sleep peacefully by my side,
whereas other couples had beautiful conversations of love and dreams and promises and everything so beautiful, but i only remembered watching you fall asleep.
Its real sad.

just how long will you stay this time?


i felt passion so bright i was blind. -jessica simpson

i'm so used to missing you i feel scared shit.
but what is there to fear?
you are the equivalent to the Uncertainty Monster,
if there was such a monster.
yes, you can be a white Uncertaity Monster if you like.
i'll give you that.
But i'll face it anyway..

"ayu? what do you think of me?"
"i dunno. But one thing for sure, you drive me crazy."

i was accurate.
:)

love,
Sunshine