Dearest Future Bofriend,
How are you today? smilin' from ear to ear i hope.
Today had been a boat ride from hell heading towards heaven and then got stuck somewhere in between. HAHAHA. honey dont you just love how i see life?
I had a slow but steady day in the beginning of today. went over to tuas for company visit with fong farah and adam. Daddy was so kind to let us have lemon barley and walk us around. I had dinner with fong and adam as farah headed home.
After that me and fong dropped by popular.
That's where my life [ok maybe just my day] was messed up forever. There's this dude that placed a camera in an umbrella. he went around peeping undereath the hem of the ladies' skirts. GOsh i didnt expect to be a part of this loser scheme. Fong pulled me to safety [like literally] and informed me. I was scared and disgusted and angered by it. Worst, i witnessed him doing it to ther innocent women. That's when fong and i confronted him. I wished i made him embarassed. I wished there was security. I wished i made him delete all things he recorded but i was just dumbstruck. i wished i cursed him the thousand and one curses i have learnt throughout my life. But fong said, we're human beings. A second chance. haiz. The hardest man to forgive thus far.
I went home and told shimi and azriyan about it since they were the ones that happened to be msning and smsing me. I just needed to let someone know. Its just disturbing. I couldn't get the incident out of my system.
I went out with daddy and talked things out. And as usual daddy has his own way of reassuring me life's like that and i'm gonna be ok and safe. And i went to the market with him. The fruit seller always talks to us without fail. And the cute little thing was trying to sell durians again! He's so funny and cheerful and warm i feel all problems forgotten. SO cute. and on the way home daddy showed me his protective side again.
I was afraid of this super huge rat. Daddy wasnt bothered. [as usual] But the momet i said "daddy ayu takut ada rat".. He sent the rat running with a simple "shoo". I felt safe with such a simple gesture. i went home to find albino ad rabbit at home too. it was great.
then after that the horrifying stories of the ex emerge. HAHA. after which i start eating pineapples at one corner. i became super acksyen nak mampus. i didnt even offer a slice. and everyone knew i cannot be disturbed for that few minutes.
see honey that is why you should speed up.
slow seh. but ily.
love,
Sunshine.
7.31.2008
milk theory
drinking a cuppa warm milk..
ladies, do you know that aside from the glasses and glasses of water,
we actually should drink two-three cups of calcium-filled milk?
because we have a high risk of getting osteoporosis or some bone mass problem especially after giving birth.
just saying.
gosh right now I'm just craving for warm bean curd, warm soya bean milk and the red bean pancakes..
yummy.
I've been watching performances by voguelicious boys.
not sure if you've seen them. but they are hot stuff.
and gosh Christina aguilera sounds great today..
sweating till my clothes come off..
hard rocking everyone's talking.. DIRRTY!! hehe
gosh i want to dance!!!!
NIGHTS LOVE,
SUNSHINE
ladies, do you know that aside from the glasses and glasses of water,
we actually should drink two-three cups of calcium-filled milk?
because we have a high risk of getting osteoporosis or some bone mass problem especially after giving birth.
just saying.
gosh right now I'm just craving for warm bean curd, warm soya bean milk and the red bean pancakes..
yummy.
I've been watching performances by voguelicious boys.
not sure if you've seen them. but they are hot stuff.
and gosh Christina aguilera sounds great today..
sweating till my clothes come off..
hard rocking everyone's talking.. DIRRTY!! hehe
gosh i want to dance!!!!
NIGHTS LOVE,
SUNSHINE
7.30.2008
Letter Number 7
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
to rub it in..
Friends!
Ronaldinho!!
Do you see LUCAS AND RAFINHA!!!
Before the game..
During the game.. HEHE. ROCK KEPE?!
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HOHOHO
I swear i did badly for my two quizzes just now.
URGH!
i dropped by shimi's crib just now.
To see her paste and cut things.
HEr model.
Very nice.
I can imagine it Enlarged to life-size.
Would be my perfect home.
HAHA. ok she didnt know that.
I am very vexed by these group of chinese boys and girls.
who sometimes play truant and never go to school.
who sits at my staircase in their school uniform and spit their whole saliva out of their body system and could possibly fill the whole olympic pool with it.
who makes noise outside my home.
who sits on daddy's self-made ambin and throw their ciggs butt around.
who tears ciggarette boxes into pieces and litter around my house area.
have i told you they spit?
i wonder what the girls were thinking hanging out with dudes who spit as a pastime.
seriously man.
get a life and stop littering.
i pity my mum having to clean up their mess you know.
very dirty seh this kids.
EVERYDAY LIKE THAT.
i like dun feel secure wearing slippers out of home sometimes.
I like seeing shimi hug her grandma and go "geram nye". hahahaha.
ya nek, saya dah makan. hohoho.
saya tinggal daerah sini. hehehehe.
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formals and presentations.
shit.
today i thought of one more thing i'd like to do.
read and do storytelling for kids in the library as part of community service in the future.
weird.
love,
Sunshine.
to rub it in..
Friends!
Ronaldinho!!
Do you see LUCAS AND RAFINHA!!!
Before the game..
During the game.. HEHE. ROCK KEPE?!
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HOHOHO
I swear i did badly for my two quizzes just now.
URGH!
i dropped by shimi's crib just now.
To see her paste and cut things.
HEr model.
Very nice.
I can imagine it Enlarged to life-size.
Would be my perfect home.
HAHA. ok she didnt know that.
I am very vexed by these group of chinese boys and girls.
who sometimes play truant and never go to school.
who sits at my staircase in their school uniform and spit their whole saliva out of their body system and could possibly fill the whole olympic pool with it.
who makes noise outside my home.
who sits on daddy's self-made ambin and throw their ciggs butt around.
who tears ciggarette boxes into pieces and litter around my house area.
have i told you they spit?
i wonder what the girls were thinking hanging out with dudes who spit as a pastime.
seriously man.
get a life and stop littering.
i pity my mum having to clean up their mess you know.
very dirty seh this kids.
EVERYDAY LIKE THAT.
i like dun feel secure wearing slippers out of home sometimes.
I like seeing shimi hug her grandma and go "geram nye". hahahaha.
ya nek, saya dah makan. hohoho.
saya tinggal daerah sini. hehehehe.
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formals and presentations.
shit.
today i thought of one more thing i'd like to do.
read and do storytelling for kids in the library as part of community service in the future.
weird.
love,
Sunshine.
Letter Number 6
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
Hey Baby how are you doing?
I blogged alot in the last few hours haven't i? Information Overload. One thing for sure, i just realised the most common pattern in my life. I have always been just good enough to be a friend, best friend, sister, good friend, shoulder to cry on... etc. if i hear it from my girls, its flattering. But not when i hear it said from the people i care about. I thought it happens only in books I've read or the TV shows like seventh heaven or something. But apparently it happens even in real life.
Today your girlfriend went a hell of a roller coaster ride. So well just bear with me ok.
In the last few days everybody from my past has decided to come back. in one way or another. Sometimes i feel like i could not bear to even hear from them anymore. Sometimes i dun even want to care about their existence. Planet asked me "why do you forgive this people?" I dunno darling. I thought i can never forgive them. But i feel life is sometimes a bit too short for me to not forgive them. What if, god decides to place them in heaven and yet because of my hatred and vengeance, i become the barrier to which they could live happily ever after? WE don't even have to mention afterlife. How can i live peacefully knowing i could be there for one more person, or two or three, and yet i choose not to because i am angry?
Anger is after all a constant emotion in me. But it doesn't mean forgiving and accepting isn't. I could be both angry yet patient at the same time right?
I used to think people can never forget me for who i am when they get to know me. I was confident of this because I'm like a nicotine gum. You can chew me and spit me out, but i leave an aftertaste. But truth to be told, even though i like being remembered, being forgotten is more a reality for me. And after some time its OK. I still believe that as human beings, at one point of time, we'll learn enough of life lessons that its more important what you did, more than who saw you did what.
The real judge is the one and only. Why lose faith over petty things?
"You will not remember, but you will never forget.."
From wild things: diamond in the rough.
Sayang, p.o.d said
"Even though you feel all alone
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever
Your sunshine may be gone and I know
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever"
It means a little something don't you think?
I feel better now.
Thanks for listening today,
Sunshine
Hey Baby how are you doing?
I blogged alot in the last few hours haven't i? Information Overload. One thing for sure, i just realised the most common pattern in my life. I have always been just good enough to be a friend, best friend, sister, good friend, shoulder to cry on... etc. if i hear it from my girls, its flattering. But not when i hear it said from the people i care about. I thought it happens only in books I've read or the TV shows like seventh heaven or something. But apparently it happens even in real life.
Today your girlfriend went a hell of a roller coaster ride. So well just bear with me ok.
In the last few days everybody from my past has decided to come back. in one way or another. Sometimes i feel like i could not bear to even hear from them anymore. Sometimes i dun even want to care about their existence. Planet asked me "why do you forgive this people?" I dunno darling. I thought i can never forgive them. But i feel life is sometimes a bit too short for me to not forgive them. What if, god decides to place them in heaven and yet because of my hatred and vengeance, i become the barrier to which they could live happily ever after? WE don't even have to mention afterlife. How can i live peacefully knowing i could be there for one more person, or two or three, and yet i choose not to because i am angry?
Anger is after all a constant emotion in me. But it doesn't mean forgiving and accepting isn't. I could be both angry yet patient at the same time right?
I used to think people can never forget me for who i am when they get to know me. I was confident of this because I'm like a nicotine gum. You can chew me and spit me out, but i leave an aftertaste. But truth to be told, even though i like being remembered, being forgotten is more a reality for me. And after some time its OK. I still believe that as human beings, at one point of time, we'll learn enough of life lessons that its more important what you did, more than who saw you did what.
The real judge is the one and only. Why lose faith over petty things?
"You will not remember, but you will never forget.."
From wild things: diamond in the rough.
Sayang, p.o.d said
"Even though you feel all alone
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever
Your sunshine may be gone and I know
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever"
It means a little something don't you think?
I feel better now.
Thanks for listening today,
Sunshine
left and right
i am right.
people who pay attention to the other thousand but not one are not worth being paid attention to.
it takes so long to get over mfs.
why? i wonder.
when we, the people who pledge loyalty to the ones we love,
always kena bastard big time.
its not as if there isnt any good memory to our names.
right?
poetic more like.
i.a.m.s.c.r.e.a.m.i.n.g.f.r.u.s.t.r.a.t.i.o.n.!
or SERIOUS CELIBACY.
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
lesson learnt.
Love,
sunshine.
people who pay attention to the other thousand but not one are not worth being paid attention to.
it takes so long to get over mfs.
why? i wonder.
when we, the people who pledge loyalty to the ones we love,
always kena bastard big time.
its not as if there isnt any good memory to our names.
right?
poetic more like.
i.a.m.s.c.r.e.a.m.i.n.g.f.r.u.s.t.r.a.t.i.o.n.!
or SERIOUS CELIBACY.
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
lesson learnt.
Love,
sunshine.
7.29.2008
Letter Number 5
Dearest Future Boyfrend,
HELLO! haha.Your future girlfriend is very happy today. Without reason. I guess by this fifth letter you must be wondering what the hell i am thinking, writing to you even before i met you.
Well, simply put it would be a personal gift that means alot to both you and me by the time you receive it. And it saves time in the getting to know me part so i can zoom into your life straight.
HEHE. And people are talking about public display of affection.. I am simply putting things in a literal way. As prove of my dedication towards you. [more of me actually.]I think that since you are real slow in appearing, i shall continue my partial celibacy. HEHE.
Now that aside, standard chartered here i come! YES AH.
and i saw Yi Yong at the Gv counter just now. Hot thing. haha. OOPS. yeah i forgot i'm writing to you eh. And i saw Raden my old friend. other than shimi and far, raden is also one of the oldest friend i have. like eleven years too. so weird loh.
hahaha.
Tmr i have two quizzes! and i havent even started studying yet! Must gambate and work my ass off tonight. actually i have alot more thinngs to tell you. guess i save it for later when i can remember. for now i gtg and get ready for my midnight walk.
P.S do you know Jaya and Sab was the one who taught me the word "gambate"? cool kan.
love,
sunshine
HELLO! haha.Your future girlfriend is very happy today. Without reason. I guess by this fifth letter you must be wondering what the hell i am thinking, writing to you even before i met you.
Well, simply put it would be a personal gift that means alot to both you and me by the time you receive it. And it saves time in the getting to know me part so i can zoom into your life straight.
HEHE. And people are talking about public display of affection.. I am simply putting things in a literal way. As prove of my dedication towards you. [more of me actually.]I think that since you are real slow in appearing, i shall continue my partial celibacy. HEHE.
Now that aside, standard chartered here i come! YES AH.
and i saw Yi Yong at the Gv counter just now. Hot thing. haha. OOPS. yeah i forgot i'm writing to you eh. And i saw Raden my old friend. other than shimi and far, raden is also one of the oldest friend i have. like eleven years too. so weird loh.
hahaha.
Tmr i have two quizzes! and i havent even started studying yet! Must gambate and work my ass off tonight. actually i have alot more thinngs to tell you. guess i save it for later when i can remember. for now i gtg and get ready for my midnight walk.
P.S do you know Jaya and Sab was the one who taught me the word "gambate"? cool kan.
love,
sunshine
Letter Number Four
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
I watched soccer today with Ami. Damn, it was fun. I was sitting with the Brazil Fans but i was cheering for the Singapore Team. Haha. I was never so torn into two in my whole life! I love brazil (3) and I love Singapore(0) too! i dunno! HAHA.
I saw gigi, shiny, orange and everybody else! HEhehe! they are nicknames i gave to everyone. I even made two friends! They played well and i still love them both!
It was definitely the best belated birthday gift ever! Thanks alot girlfriend!
I always enjoy watching live matches. One day we should try ok.
But for now i got to get some rest. Have a good week.
Wish i had more pictures,
Love,
Sunshine
7.28.2008
Letter Number 3
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
I might be watching soccer tmr. Brazil and Singapura. Who know's i'll bump into you there or something? haha. NOT! i can't wait to let loose and go crazy screamig B#&*! with the crowd again. I am never a loyal fan but i'm definitely a passionate one. that i am sure.
There's nothing better than watching a live match. I'm surprised how i dun really like sports but i love watching sports. Omg! What should i wear?
I have a thousand ambitions. When the time comes, i'll count them with you.
Gtg now.
Love,
Sunshine.
I might be watching soccer tmr. Brazil and Singapura. Who know's i'll bump into you there or something? haha. NOT! i can't wait to let loose and go crazy screamig B#&*! with the crowd again. I am never a loyal fan but i'm definitely a passionate one. that i am sure.
There's nothing better than watching a live match. I'm surprised how i dun really like sports but i love watching sports. Omg! What should i wear?
I have a thousand ambitions. When the time comes, i'll count them with you.
Gtg now.
Love,
Sunshine.
7.27.2008
Letter Number 2
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
Sorry I was hasty in my speech just now. I found out alot of things yesterday, during my downest down. I cried yesterday because i gave up on everything. Everything seemed so hard to bear. I feel as if my responsibilities and concerns outweigh the strength i have in me. I felt like hope has grown outdated and my life was going to crumble eventually. I am disappointed at how i handled things yesterday. I am a strong person and was supposedly more patient with my dealings. "what a shame," i thought to myself.
But well look at me today. All chirpy and ready to rock the world with my presence. I have no regrets over crying. Because i havent cried for the longest time and i feel all humane when i do manage to shed a tear. It helped me let out everything i fear in that few seconds of embarassing weakness.
Today was a great day for me because i managed to make a few people smile in madrasah. And someone said thanks to me for an advice i gave. Unknowingly i learnt something about myself today! I'm still a very shy person deep within. I blushed at a simple thanks. OSHMIGOSH. haha.
I always believe that good girls like me comes with a MAN-ual. HAHAHA. In case, i break down again, warm coffee, milk or tea really works just fine. If you have nothing to say, don't. If you're really good then recite alam nasyrah for me and i'll be real calm. Its my favourite because it means alot to me. Actually just be there for me. See, i'm not a difficult person as alot of people think.
I can never really tell whether you're going to be godsent from above or you're already walking on little earth. But i know one thing. that you'll love coffee and me.I have calculated the fact that you might still not come on the day i close my eyes. But i have alot of faith. You might even be closeby and i wont know! Damn. hahha. BE the first guy to give me flowers ok. i'm still oldschool.
I hope you still accept me. unpredictable, big hair, weird and all.
I need to run and get ready. Shimi's waiting at the busstop!
I love you.
Sunshine~
Sorry I was hasty in my speech just now. I found out alot of things yesterday, during my downest down. I cried yesterday because i gave up on everything. Everything seemed so hard to bear. I feel as if my responsibilities and concerns outweigh the strength i have in me. I felt like hope has grown outdated and my life was going to crumble eventually. I am disappointed at how i handled things yesterday. I am a strong person and was supposedly more patient with my dealings. "what a shame," i thought to myself.
But well look at me today. All chirpy and ready to rock the world with my presence. I have no regrets over crying. Because i havent cried for the longest time and i feel all humane when i do manage to shed a tear. It helped me let out everything i fear in that few seconds of embarassing weakness.
Today was a great day for me because i managed to make a few people smile in madrasah. And someone said thanks to me for an advice i gave. Unknowingly i learnt something about myself today! I'm still a very shy person deep within. I blushed at a simple thanks. OSHMIGOSH. haha.
I always believe that good girls like me comes with a MAN-ual. HAHAHA. In case, i break down again, warm coffee, milk or tea really works just fine. If you have nothing to say, don't. If you're really good then recite alam nasyrah for me and i'll be real calm. Its my favourite because it means alot to me. Actually just be there for me. See, i'm not a difficult person as alot of people think.
I can never really tell whether you're going to be godsent from above or you're already walking on little earth. But i know one thing. that you'll love coffee and me.I have calculated the fact that you might still not come on the day i close my eyes. But i have alot of faith. You might even be closeby and i wont know! Damn. hahha. BE the first guy to give me flowers ok. i'm still oldschool.
I hope you still accept me. unpredictable, big hair, weird and all.
I need to run and get ready. Shimi's waiting at the busstop!
I love you.
Sunshine~
Letter Number 1
Dearest Future Boyfriend,
How are you? I still havent find out what's your name. Hint?
Today i woke up a happy woman. Yesterday was the hardest day this year. I cried like a baby. I think all the stress has been catching up. And in the game of tag, there's only so far you can run.
But i'm very happy today. I dunno why. it makes me even happier. Do you think its because i have faith in me? Or perhaps i have faith you would reach your destination soon. [in my arms]
I'm late for madrasah.
i will write again.
Love,
Sofia
How are you? I still havent find out what's your name. Hint?
Today i woke up a happy woman. Yesterday was the hardest day this year. I cried like a baby. I think all the stress has been catching up. And in the game of tag, there's only so far you can run.
But i'm very happy today. I dunno why. it makes me even happier. Do you think its because i have faith in me? Or perhaps i have faith you would reach your destination soon. [in my arms]
I'm late for madrasah.
i will write again.
Love,
Sofia
My less-sunny day
Why Is it that everything i do this few days,
everything doesnt turn out right?
Why doesnt everything go smooth?
Why does everything seemed so difficult?
For the first time in my poly life i'm letting other people
do alot of work, while i only think and "oversee".
That's basically being fucking lazy.
For the thousandth time i feel my love life sucks
do nothing about it, while i just get frustrated over i dunno what.
That's basically being an emotional wreck.
for me right now i'm just a car.
Its like being a car in five thousand accidents at one shot.
Left with only the rims of the wheels.
Tell me what can you do with rims?
Polish it?
it was only a part of the car.
And that's how i'm feeling.
Like i used to be part of something greater.
Not anymore.
I was supposed to get back to the good life people.
HAHA. I DUNNO WHAT HAPPEN!
[honestly i don't!]
Suddenly i dont know anything.
I cannot remember specific things.
I cannot complete my to-do lists everyday
and has to bring it forward to the next.
I cant finish my poetry.
I cant concentrate on anything.
I cant even sleep properly.
I feel like shit.
I saw two guys playing PSP having fun as bestfriends
and i almost cried.
[????????]
When i said the storm is coming,
i wasnt exaggerating.
The storm might have just arrived.
everything doesnt turn out right?
Why doesnt everything go smooth?
Why does everything seemed so difficult?
For the first time in my poly life i'm letting other people
do alot of work, while i only think and "oversee".
That's basically being fucking lazy.
For the thousandth time i feel my love life sucks
do nothing about it, while i just get frustrated over i dunno what.
That's basically being an emotional wreck.
for me right now i'm just a car.
Its like being a car in five thousand accidents at one shot.
Left with only the rims of the wheels.
Tell me what can you do with rims?
Polish it?
it was only a part of the car.
And that's how i'm feeling.
Like i used to be part of something greater.
Not anymore.
I was supposed to get back to the good life people.
HAHA. I DUNNO WHAT HAPPEN!
[honestly i don't!]
Suddenly i dont know anything.
I cannot remember specific things.
I cannot complete my to-do lists everyday
and has to bring it forward to the next.
I cant finish my poetry.
I cant concentrate on anything.
I cant even sleep properly.
I feel like shit.
I saw two guys playing PSP having fun as bestfriends
and i almost cried.
[????????]
When i said the storm is coming,
i wasnt exaggerating.
The storm might have just arrived.
7.26.2008
7.25.2008
From The Bottom of My Broken Heart
Heyhey.
How are you doing? I really hope today was fine for you..
despite the cold weather.
I decided to blog early because well because because.
HAha.
I have just finished my healthy bar of chocolate.
And let me tell you, what's worse than your coffee tasting like chicken burger?
Chocolates that taste like durian.
Hmm. Ok let's do updates.
i apologise because the pictures i upload everyday is not meant for that specific day. Confirm outdated punya BUT i am trying to not be tooo terlewat.
Many things happen in one day for me because of my lifestyle and therefore i tend to miss out a few thigs when it comes to updates. HAHA.
ok PROCEED:
Since the last time i dropped by her place i havent really got to talk to her.
This woman wanted me to come over.
But i have been real busy.
I just Thought this flower was cute.
Rabbit makes excellent scones i tell ya!
Very nice. I helped out too. HEE! :P
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Did i tell you?
DEcision AnalYsis is DONE!
Sign sealed delivered baby!
YEEHA! which means i got one more project done!
hahaaha. Soon everything will be over!
Ting2
FOng2
Thank you thank you for helping with the completion of the project!!!
I'm glad that we settled it. ANd this time there were alot of input from the members!
but i feel bad too because i have been slacking alot as a group leader.
I need to be on my toes now.
Cannot afford to take things for granted.
I MUSt WORK HARD!
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I LOOK YOUng!
i think. hehehe.
That was our purple day! it was our last paper and we decided to hang out.
Just us girls. I hope that day come again and this time we'll have even more fun!
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Followed my old womaN for her typhoid jab.
i swear my girl is hardcore material. HAHAHA
But after that dia macam drunk sikit gitu. AHHA. tak senonoh.
HAHAha. I NAK MAKAN! I NAK MAKAN!
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Sekiranya kamu disturbed by my title, haha, dun be.
Its not an emo moment.
I am emo-less right now more like.
BUt i just got stuck with britney spears ever since the other day i went out with far.
AHHA.
"I'm a slave for you.."
And then somehow one britney song led to another.
And my final craze is this one!
woohoo.
I love my gas lamp.
BEcause fireworks and candles dont last that long.
Love,
Sunshine.
How are you doing? I really hope today was fine for you..
despite the cold weather.
I decided to blog early because well because because.
HAha.
I have just finished my healthy bar of chocolate.
And let me tell you, what's worse than your coffee tasting like chicken burger?
Chocolates that taste like durian.
Hmm. Ok let's do updates.
i apologise because the pictures i upload everyday is not meant for that specific day. Confirm outdated punya BUT i am trying to not be tooo terlewat.
Many things happen in one day for me because of my lifestyle and therefore i tend to miss out a few thigs when it comes to updates. HAHA.
ok PROCEED:
Since the last time i dropped by her place i havent really got to talk to her.
This woman wanted me to come over.
But i have been real busy.
I just Thought this flower was cute.
Rabbit makes excellent scones i tell ya!
Very nice. I helped out too. HEE! :P
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Did i tell you?
DEcision AnalYsis is DONE!
Sign sealed delivered baby!
YEEHA! which means i got one more project done!
hahaaha. Soon everything will be over!
Ting2
FOng2
Thank you thank you for helping with the completion of the project!!!
I'm glad that we settled it. ANd this time there were alot of input from the members!
but i feel bad too because i have been slacking alot as a group leader.
I need to be on my toes now.
Cannot afford to take things for granted.
I MUSt WORK HARD!
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I LOOK YOUng!
i think. hehehe.
That was our purple day! it was our last paper and we decided to hang out.
Just us girls. I hope that day come again and this time we'll have even more fun!
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Followed my old womaN for her typhoid jab.
i swear my girl is hardcore material. HAHAHA
But after that dia macam drunk sikit gitu. AHHA. tak senonoh.
HAHAha. I NAK MAKAN! I NAK MAKAN!
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Sekiranya kamu disturbed by my title, haha, dun be.
Its not an emo moment.
I am emo-less right now more like.
BUt i just got stuck with britney spears ever since the other day i went out with far.
AHHA.
"I'm a slave for you.."
And then somehow one britney song led to another.
And my final craze is this one!
woohoo.
I love my gas lamp.
BEcause fireworks and candles dont last that long.
Love,
Sunshine.
7.24.2008
Paralyzer~
Hey All.
I'm going to be doing a very confusing blog entry today.
So yeah. haha.
GirlFriend Number 1
GirlFriend Number 1.1
GirlFriend Number 1.1.1
Ahahaha. ok these three are just so great to me i dunno wad to complain about them.
Shimi and I could have a grown a teen if we were already married. hahah.
Far is always so near to my heart. HAHAHAHA. I'm like her girlfriend.
FongChong is my love thug. So OLD yet so young. haha.
Why I Love Shimi:
i called her shimi, mama and takashimaya and she still loves me
Why I love Far:
Because i played fishing with her. oh and i'm her only girlfriend.
HAHAHA. she's going to kill me soon.
Why I Love Fong:
fong says:
u arh more and more weird
Sunshine says:
WAD?!
Sunshine says:
why?
Sunshine says:
haha
fong says:
haha
fong says:
come back LADY sofia
fong says:
go away MAN sofia
fong says:
haha
Sunshine says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
thank you thank you thank you
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My love. HAHa. I'm married to them loh.
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Before
After
Now
Ok girls[or boys] NEVER EVER cut your hair for the one you think you love.
hahahaha.. nah its ok to do so actually since your hair grows back.
My hair was really long last time.
I'm notorious for my long big curly hair.
I fell in love with a loser.
He always said i should rebond my hair, cut bangs blah blah blah.
I felt real down real upset.
I really wanted to know he loved me enough.
But i felt judged.. the way i looked..
I thought i wanted to show him.
so well i got it chopped.
not even exaggarating.
it was CHOPPED.
and i thought you know i will surprise him with my new hair-do.
but well almost a year later,
i still didnt meet him up.
my hair has grown to how it was before.
less curly, extra big but its ok.
i missed my hair ever since the day i chopped it off.
and i realised that it wasnt just hair that i got rid of.
it was me. a part of me.
Now that my hair is growing,
i feel like i've got some parts of me back.
No longer lost or missing something.
I have just started my life anew.
And i hope i'll remain strong.
And i hope i find someone who can accept me,
big hair and all.
A wise old man once told me " just be who you are. don't ever let anyone change you."
i hate the magic numbers.
ahahaha.
but i love finger eleven.
I'm going to be doing a very confusing blog entry today.
So yeah. haha.
GirlFriend Number 1
GirlFriend Number 1.1
GirlFriend Number 1.1.1
Ahahaha. ok these three are just so great to me i dunno wad to complain about them.
Shimi and I could have a grown a teen if we were already married. hahah.
Far is always so near to my heart. HAHAHAHA. I'm like her girlfriend.
FongChong is my love thug. So OLD yet so young. haha.
Why I Love Shimi:
i called her shimi, mama and takashimaya and she still loves me
Why I love Far:
Because i played fishing with her. oh and i'm her only girlfriend.
HAHAHA. she's going to kill me soon.
Why I Love Fong:
fong says:
u arh more and more weird
Sunshine says:
WAD?!
Sunshine says:
why?
Sunshine says:
haha
fong says:
haha
fong says:
come back LADY sofia
fong says:
go away MAN sofia
fong says:
haha
Sunshine says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
thank you thank you thank you
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My love. HAHa. I'm married to them loh.
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Before
After
Now
Ok girls[or boys] NEVER EVER cut your hair for the one you think you love.
hahahaha.. nah its ok to do so actually since your hair grows back.
My hair was really long last time.
I'm notorious for my long big curly hair.
I fell in love with a loser.
He always said i should rebond my hair, cut bangs blah blah blah.
I felt real down real upset.
I really wanted to know he loved me enough.
But i felt judged.. the way i looked..
I thought i wanted to show him.
so well i got it chopped.
not even exaggarating.
it was CHOPPED.
and i thought you know i will surprise him with my new hair-do.
but well almost a year later,
i still didnt meet him up.
my hair has grown to how it was before.
less curly, extra big but its ok.
i missed my hair ever since the day i chopped it off.
and i realised that it wasnt just hair that i got rid of.
it was me. a part of me.
Now that my hair is growing,
i feel like i've got some parts of me back.
No longer lost or missing something.
I have just started my life anew.
And i hope i'll remain strong.
And i hope i find someone who can accept me,
big hair and all.
A wise old man once told me " just be who you are. don't ever let anyone change you."
i hate the magic numbers.
ahahaha.
but i love finger eleven.
7.23.2008
Foolish
Hey love.
Wind down time before i get going to finishing up my to do list.
[Having a cuppa milk.]
Today it has expanded to 13 despite completing 6/11 yesterday.
I'm just so tired.
These few days the old hurt came back floating around.
Like sharks circling around a single boat in the middle of the ocean.
And i am on the boat.
I can choose to die three ways:
a) jump and drown and then get eaten.
b) get eaten
c) dont jump and die of starvation and dehydration
So basically if the old hurt is circling around my mind like that,
i can choose to try and react, yet its still hurts anyway.
And i guess thats what i like about life.
It is so weird i feel normal.
I opened up myself to fong finally.
telling her some things i thought i never would.
I'm working on a poetry one night and then i got stuck big time.
like not even the feel of words fly by.
i cant catch a single vibe.
i guess because maybe i'm such an emotional mess deep within.
Dunno.
Maybe it was meant to be three paragraphs?
i dunno.
I seriously thinks it needs an ending.
Perhaps there are reasons why we should never write so specifically about your life.
[because it havent ended yet]which i do all the time.
I dunno.
What i know is that i am very tired. I want to study hard for exams that are coming in a months' time. I want to finish all these boring and draggy and long windered projects ASAP. I want to go for a picnic. I want to have my 14hours power nap[or longer]. I want to have loads more starbucks. I want to eat good food.
And i want to shop for my room.
i love hashima like for eleven years already.
I hate how i've been playing the 'rebound role' with every male species that interests me. omg! i just realised again i havent got out for a single date this year!! my love life is officially over. <---- doesnt sound right. even when i read what i wrote it sounded fucking stupid lor. hahaha.
I'm 9kg overweight.
And i ate putri salad right after i found out.
hello woman, i'm a stressed out and am hitting depression secretly, single and lonely, 18 yr old schooling girl, leader of every group projects..you expect me to skip on my five meals a day to lose weight?
COMFORT FOOD. seriously how come no one believes me?!!
Oh i need to get a movie date. Apply if interested, tall and very single. ok. actually dun apply. registration period expired a long time already.
i'm speaking parseltongue.
forgive me ok.
"Foolish to think i could withstand all the shit you put me through.
U fucking broke me man."
Wind down time before i get going to finishing up my to do list.
[Having a cuppa milk.]
Today it has expanded to 13 despite completing 6/11 yesterday.
I'm just so tired.
These few days the old hurt came back floating around.
Like sharks circling around a single boat in the middle of the ocean.
And i am on the boat.
I can choose to die three ways:
a) jump and drown and then get eaten.
b) get eaten
c) dont jump and die of starvation and dehydration
So basically if the old hurt is circling around my mind like that,
i can choose to try and react, yet its still hurts anyway.
And i guess thats what i like about life.
It is so weird i feel normal.
I opened up myself to fong finally.
telling her some things i thought i never would.
I'm working on a poetry one night and then i got stuck big time.
like not even the feel of words fly by.
i cant catch a single vibe.
i guess because maybe i'm such an emotional mess deep within.
Dunno.
Maybe it was meant to be three paragraphs?
i dunno.
I seriously thinks it needs an ending.
Perhaps there are reasons why we should never write so specifically about your life.
[because it havent ended yet]which i do all the time.
I dunno.
What i know is that i am very tired. I want to study hard for exams that are coming in a months' time. I want to finish all these boring and draggy and long windered projects ASAP. I want to go for a picnic. I want to have my 14hours power nap[or longer]. I want to have loads more starbucks. I want to eat good food.
And i want to shop for my room.
i love hashima like for eleven years already.
I hate how i've been playing the 'rebound role' with every male species that interests me. omg! i just realised again i havent got out for a single date this year!! my love life is officially over. <---- doesnt sound right. even when i read what i wrote it sounded fucking stupid lor. hahaha.
I'm 9kg overweight.
And i ate putri salad right after i found out.
hello woman, i'm a stressed out and am hitting depression secretly, single and lonely, 18 yr old schooling girl, leader of every group projects..you expect me to skip on my five meals a day to lose weight?
COMFORT FOOD. seriously how come no one believes me?!!
Oh i need to get a movie date. Apply if interested, tall and very single. ok. actually dun apply. registration period expired a long time already.
i'm speaking parseltongue.
forgive me ok.
"Foolish to think i could withstand all the shit you put me through.
U fucking broke me man."
7.21.2008
Fuhyo
Hello love.
i have at least 9 things to settle by tonight in my to do list.
HA HA.
but first i need to bring some love to this blog.
oh great i said love again.
i guess today has been a lovely day. :)
We had an ice cream emergency at nine a.m.
S.H wanted ice cream so i dragged her to swensens with Fong.
hehee. jangan cabar.
It started to rain but it was really nice.
i took some accidental shots. haha. i dunno i think i kinda like it.
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Me and Planet has been trying to date each other ever since our beloved got married.
And I'm glad we still find time to be there for each other no matter.
Love you always.
[me trying to imitate her]
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Mummy and Daddy has been real helpful in helping me stay calm through troubled times.
They never fail to make me feel safe.
Even though i know that its never so easy.
anyway i think my mum is the most beautiful lady I've seen.
though its not clear, well just wanna show you.
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Finally two more addition to my room!
I'm almost there to personalizing my room!!
yeeha!
i need to get curtain-beads[cant find the word], lamp, box, bedsheets, drapes..
almost.. hehehe.
oh i gray-scaled it. believe me, my room is now no longer pink.
its colourful.
YAY!
I have found a new love!
I can shop for my room!
My best friend said when i talk about my new room, i sound like I've just moved house.
ahhahahaha.
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Alrightey guess i'm done.
Need to get the Nine things to-do settled now.
A bit more ok..
Sometimes when i look i myself, i start to realise how tired i really am.
Tired but very happy.
Alhamdulillah.
i have at least 9 things to settle by tonight in my to do list.
HA HA.
but first i need to bring some love to this blog.
oh great i said love again.
i guess today has been a lovely day. :)
We had an ice cream emergency at nine a.m.
S.H wanted ice cream so i dragged her to swensens with Fong.
hehee. jangan cabar.
It started to rain but it was really nice.
i took some accidental shots. haha. i dunno i think i kinda like it.
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Me and Planet has been trying to date each other ever since our beloved got married.
And I'm glad we still find time to be there for each other no matter.
Love you always.
[me trying to imitate her]
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Mummy and Daddy has been real helpful in helping me stay calm through troubled times.
They never fail to make me feel safe.
Even though i know that its never so easy.
anyway i think my mum is the most beautiful lady I've seen.
though its not clear, well just wanna show you.
------------------------------------------------------------------
Finally two more addition to my room!
I'm almost there to personalizing my room!!
yeeha!
i need to get curtain-beads[cant find the word], lamp, box, bedsheets, drapes..
almost.. hehehe.
oh i gray-scaled it. believe me, my room is now no longer pink.
its colourful.
YAY!
I have found a new love!
I can shop for my room!
My best friend said when i talk about my new room, i sound like I've just moved house.
ahhahahaha.
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Alrightey guess i'm done.
Need to get the Nine things to-do settled now.
A bit more ok..
Sometimes when i look i myself, i start to realise how tired i really am.
Tired but very happy.
Alhamdulillah.
7.20.2008
Someday One Day
Hey there.
its so amazing how other people work.
haha.
I'm going to sound super immature and insensitive.
but i saw a few people who went through a serious
break up and the final result?
skinny people.
i guess they dint believe in comfort food.
i shouldn't too.
haha.
today is the last day for all my bad habits.
I'm fighting my ice cubes habit.
I'm going to go back to my usual gym training.
save moolah and join yoga again.
shall try not to skip my prayers when I'm not in school.
clean my room every two days.
stick to my timetable.
good luck to a new me and to a new lifestyle.
:)
hee. i feel extremely motivated today.
and I'm going to work hard.
real hard.
dearest future boyfriend,
I'm motivated today.
I found my lullaby
Yesterday i slept so peacefully despite feeling down the whole day.
Today i found out Fong do trust me after all and i'm glad that she does finally feel ok to be able to tell me everything she did today.
Tomorrow i will aim to be a better person. hee.
Just now i had a conversation with Planet.
If it happens, i am going to say yes.
Planet managed to psycho me into believing that things will be fine eventually.
And i should continue taking chances.
HAHA.
i sound like an idiot in love or something.
But look deep ok. hahha.
Oh and i found my lullaby.
Note to self: The start of round 1. Hait. Kawaii.
Today i found out Fong do trust me after all and i'm glad that she does finally feel ok to be able to tell me everything she did today.
Tomorrow i will aim to be a better person. hee.
Just now i had a conversation with Planet.
If it happens, i am going to say yes.
Planet managed to psycho me into believing that things will be fine eventually.
And i should continue taking chances.
HAHA.
i sound like an idiot in love or something.
But look deep ok. hahha.
Oh and i found my lullaby.
Note to self: The start of round 1. Hait. Kawaii.
7.18.2008
Samsara
Hey Darlings,
i hope you had a great day today.
Now let's begin with telling you why i decided to start this new
and ditch the old.
HAHA.
yes i'm still talking about my blog.
and pretty much about my life too since my blog has been
about my life.
Its symbolic. [what is?]
everything.
the as to Zs.
i dunno how many times i have to re-start and recreate my life.
but it feels great everytime i try to change for the better.
i feel like i'm taking the initiative to do something.
i dont know.
i guess all my efforts to change might have been perceieved as
ineffective and worthless and just a result of my fickle-mindedness.
I feel so too sometimes.
But i believe that its not true.
I just thought that going through some sort of rebirth every few months [hehe]
have somehow brought me new perspective into my life.I've said restart my life like a thousand times.
and all those thousand times i seemed to have failed.
but with that failure i learnt many things.
Forgiving, forgiveness, forgiven..
they are definitely something i have learnt to be part of.
Sometimes i feel so hurt and angry i want to screw them bitches bad.
But then i just decided not to.
Dunno why at first. But like they always say,
when you look inside yourself, you see answers you seek.
Love.
Hah. Damn bittersweet things. Memories sometimes you wish to scrub off from the super rusty surface of your heart, mind and soul.
Its so affecting. So complicated.
But why do we yearn for it inside our hearts?
I havent perhaps find true love or happy love or whatever love..
for the longest time, i've been alone,
not without friends and family but still alone.
Failed everytime i tried. Almost at the edge of giving up.
But i love alot of things. Life. The people i meet.
And that love for god.
That love give me hope.
Acceptance and growth.
The key thing to a beautiful relationship is not always acceptance.
Or tolerance.
It might be both.
It might be neither.
But looking deep within, that acceptance of yourself.
that is what makes a whole different picture.
Can you live without it?
yes.
but not very well.
There were so many things i've not accepted about myself.
My flaws were my biggest fear.
ot kids or animals.
But my flaws. I was afraid of being afraid.
And apparently that fear of me,
it spreads like wildfire to everybody around me.
I would hate to say i scare boys away.. HAHA.
But i guess it scares the people i tried getting close to.
And i became even more afraid of them deserting me,
they apparently did.
[yes they sucked big time. no matter my faults. don't sympathise them!]
And therefore i fall.
But everytime i fall, i pick myself up.
And i grow.
up.
[say 'fat' and i'll smack you bad]
Growth. Its just too magical for a word.
But i grow up, learning to love myself a bit more everyday,
more patient and resilient, more and more of everything..
And i have to say i have to thank everyone i've met.
Because the growth that i am going through
means the world to me.
To SUm it up...
What's NEw:
--> sociology
--> sleeping pattern
--> (used to be single)
current status: very very very single
--> my own room
--> accepting ariff and putra as part of my family
--> my laptop bag
--> cleaning my room regularly [YES AH!]
--> blog
--> my new year resolutions
--> colour pencils
--> loving myself
What IM DitcHing:--> all ex boyfriends/crushes/ex bestfriends/exes
--> bad habit of trying to impress people
--> low self confidence
--> bad sleeping habits
--> cannot-cry behaviour [I've turned human. AWW. hehe]
--> complicated thoughts [tone down my frowning and imagination]
--> being an asshole towards the opposite sex. [hahaha. so gay]
planet pointed out that i'm lousy with boys.
basically because i make it obvious that i'm ucomfortable with them being within 5m radius of me when i'm awkward.[i dun agree. but i will work on it anyway]
--> ice. i will therefore consume either canned drinks or warm water now.
--> cutting my hair to steal a guy's heart. it never worked. hahhaa. i hate that guy.
--> answering calls that dont matter
--> apologizing for things i didnt do on purpose
--> using vulgarities in rabbit's house. i might be an auntie. and i dun wanna be a bad role model. at all. it includes "project". HAHAHA.
--> mentioning names that is blacklisted.
--> lazy attitude
--> sleeping trouble
Okies. I love myself. But i shall not bore my audience.
anyhoo..
i thought it meaningful to share...
from a movie I've just watched
"I'll pay first"
"your friend has already paid"
"?"
"remember the man you came with the other time,
he said to serve you coffee whenever you came.
he paid me everything he had on him.
you have a few more drinks to go."
a wise old friend asked me on the way home
"what would you do with a 66million dollars?"
hmm. the answer? find someone i can pay coffee for..
i hope you had a great day today.
Now let's begin with telling you why i decided to start this new
and ditch the old.
HAHA.
yes i'm still talking about my blog.
and pretty much about my life too since my blog has been
about my life.
Its symbolic. [what is?]
everything.
the as to Zs.
i dunno how many times i have to re-start and recreate my life.
but it feels great everytime i try to change for the better.
i feel like i'm taking the initiative to do something.
i dont know.
i guess all my efforts to change might have been perceieved as
ineffective and worthless and just a result of my fickle-mindedness.
I feel so too sometimes.
But i believe that its not true.
I just thought that going through some sort of rebirth every few months [hehe]
have somehow brought me new perspective into my life.I've said restart my life like a thousand times.
and all those thousand times i seemed to have failed.
but with that failure i learnt many things.
Forgiving, forgiveness, forgiven..
they are definitely something i have learnt to be part of.
Sometimes i feel so hurt and angry i want to screw them bitches bad.
But then i just decided not to.
Dunno why at first. But like they always say,
when you look inside yourself, you see answers you seek.
Love.
Hah. Damn bittersweet things. Memories sometimes you wish to scrub off from the super rusty surface of your heart, mind and soul.
Its so affecting. So complicated.
But why do we yearn for it inside our hearts?
I havent perhaps find true love or happy love or whatever love..
for the longest time, i've been alone,
not without friends and family but still alone.
Failed everytime i tried. Almost at the edge of giving up.
But i love alot of things. Life. The people i meet.
And that love for god.
That love give me hope.
Acceptance and growth.
The key thing to a beautiful relationship is not always acceptance.
Or tolerance.
It might be both.
It might be neither.
But looking deep within, that acceptance of yourself.
that is what makes a whole different picture.
Can you live without it?
yes.
but not very well.
There were so many things i've not accepted about myself.
My flaws were my biggest fear.
ot kids or animals.
But my flaws. I was afraid of being afraid.
And apparently that fear of me,
it spreads like wildfire to everybody around me.
I would hate to say i scare boys away.. HAHA.
But i guess it scares the people i tried getting close to.
And i became even more afraid of them deserting me,
they apparently did.
[yes they sucked big time. no matter my faults. don't sympathise them!]
And therefore i fall.
But everytime i fall, i pick myself up.
And i grow.
up.
[say 'fat' and i'll smack you bad]
Growth. Its just too magical for a word.
But i grow up, learning to love myself a bit more everyday,
more patient and resilient, more and more of everything..
And i have to say i have to thank everyone i've met.
Because the growth that i am going through
means the world to me.
To SUm it up...
What's NEw:
--> sociology
--> sleeping pattern
--> (used to be single)
current status: very very very single
--> my own room
--> accepting ariff and putra as part of my family
--> my laptop bag
--> cleaning my room regularly [YES AH!]
--> blog
--> my new year resolutions
--> colour pencils
--> loving myself
What IM DitcHing:--> all ex boyfriends/crushes/ex bestfriends/exes
--> bad habit of trying to impress people
--> low self confidence
--> bad sleeping habits
--> cannot-cry behaviour [I've turned human. AWW. hehe]
--> complicated thoughts [tone down my frowning and imagination]
--> being an asshole towards the opposite sex. [hahaha. so gay]
planet pointed out that i'm lousy with boys.
basically because i make it obvious that i'm ucomfortable with them being within 5m radius of me when i'm awkward.[i dun agree. but i will work on it anyway]
--> ice. i will therefore consume either canned drinks or warm water now.
--> cutting my hair to steal a guy's heart. it never worked. hahhaa. i hate that guy.
--> answering calls that dont matter
--> apologizing for things i didnt do on purpose
--> using vulgarities in rabbit's house. i might be an auntie. and i dun wanna be a bad role model. at all. it includes "project". HAHAHA.
--> mentioning names that is blacklisted.
--> lazy attitude
--> sleeping trouble
Okies. I love myself. But i shall not bore my audience.
anyhoo..
i thought it meaningful to share...
from a movie I've just watched
"I'll pay first"
"your friend has already paid"
"?"
"remember the man you came with the other time,
he said to serve you coffee whenever you came.
he paid me everything he had on him.
you have a few more drinks to go."
a wise old friend asked me on the way home
"what would you do with a 66million dollars?"
hmm. the answer? find someone i can pay coffee for..
7.16.2008
My Bestfriend
I suppose the second entry of this blog should be something that matters to me.
"I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend."
Dont we sometimes wish ourselves to be with someone who understands us.
Even when we go crazy, we scream at them, and they
still never fail to understand us.
Someone who protects us when we feel weak.
Someone who smiles at us from the heart.
Someone, who, after the longest day ever,
we cant wait to go back to?
Dont we ever wish that we are with someone who endlessly falls
in love with us, with everything about us?
Someone who remains patient with us and in turn we simply couldnt be angry
anymore because we love them too much?
Someone who tirelessly inspire us to goodness.
Someone who makes us believe everything will be ok.
Someone who believes in us.
Someone who trusts us and have faith in us.
Dont you ever wish that someone becomes your bestest bestfriend?
Dont you ever wish for someone who wants only you?
The girls that have been with me through it all.
I'm lucky that my greatest crush has been all of you.
I have never got tired of loving you.
Do you hear me? I'm talking to you,
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Yeah I hear you in my dreams
I hear your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fill the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees ???
Move so pretty you're all I see
Let the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Jason N Colbie
"I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend."
Dont we sometimes wish ourselves to be with someone who understands us.
Even when we go crazy, we scream at them, and they
still never fail to understand us.
Someone who protects us when we feel weak.
Someone who smiles at us from the heart.
Someone, who, after the longest day ever,
we cant wait to go back to?
Dont we ever wish that we are with someone who endlessly falls
in love with us, with everything about us?
Someone who remains patient with us and in turn we simply couldnt be angry
anymore because we love them too much?
Someone who tirelessly inspire us to goodness.
Someone who makes us believe everything will be ok.
Someone who believes in us.
Someone who trusts us and have faith in us.
Dont you ever wish that someone becomes your bestest bestfriend?
Dont you ever wish for someone who wants only you?
The girls that have been with me through it all.
I'm lucky that my greatest crush has been all of you.
I have never got tired of loving you.
Do you hear me? I'm talking to you,
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Yeah I hear you in my dreams
I hear your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fill the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees ???
Move so pretty you're all I see
Let the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Jason N Colbie
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