Rock-a-by-baby.
Well yes the baby is now at home finally.
Asleep.
A cute little thing.
i Want to post up pictures but then i think "too young for exposure."
Life has been crazy.
Haven;t had any fun yet since the holidays because
everything just happens at one shot.
I did get to meet up with a few people though.
Farlina and my socio mates.
Yesterday i met botak and cloudy and we had a good time talking.
Like old friends, we are all doing our own things,
planning for future meet-ups.
I think the holiday blues applies to planet too.
She and i are just squeezing every second to enjoy our hols.
Too bad hers would end on monday.
Not that mine is any better.
I'm going to drag my father for shopping asap.
Not fair.
I'm still the baby of the club ok.
I cant wait to pack.
Did i tell you my nephew is cute?
SUPER CUTE!
Still it doesnt change the situation much.
He's the only exception to the No-BABY rule.
oh and how can i forget,
yesterday another baby turned 19!
Happy Birthday Sabrina!
love,
Sunshine
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Showing posts with label Sun. Show all posts
3.05.2009
2.23.2009
Break's Here
Hello world.
I have just ended my exams! yay!
no, i am not sure if i did well for my exams,
but I"VE GOT BIG NEWS!
I've chaged my hollywood crush to
JUSTIN LONG
yummy. so delicious!
lovelove,
Sunshine
I have just ended my exams! yay!
no, i am not sure if i did well for my exams,
but I"VE GOT BIG NEWS!
I've chaged my hollywood crush to
JUSTIN LONG
yummy. so delicious!
lovelove,
Sunshine
2.19.2009
My Gf's Bday
fitty and me
nana and fitty
(pics courtesy of nana adam)
It was shimi's birthday on 17th and we had dinner. Unfortunately i was lazy to upload any new pics so, no pics of her. haha.
i got loads to say but am lazy to do so.
Anyhoo just listening to radio and MUGGIN' for the exams.
wish me luck folks.
And of course good luck to you too. :)
love,
Sunshine
2.14.2009
My Vday
-beep-
the first person to msg me on this very single day of my life.
i replied and afterwards i realised i wasnt supposed to.
haha.
i then spent some time just rolling on the bed,
staring at the ceiling feeling almost free from school.
i bathed and went to the market.
after which i went over to my sister's place to play badminton.
let me tell you, all that kitkats and kinder bueno i got from dad, mum and my brother in law really punished me like crazy. after 1 hour i out of breath already!!!
which is a great disappointment.
But something changed.
A small little boy wanted to join our game.
HE's super lah.
he can take us both down.
That's when i used my magic to play.
HAha. I'm not tired anymore.
But still you guys should have seen him play.
He can really make you cry.
I was like "please shuttle cock, if he hit you, don't come near me."
Mercy begging play but we did well after we got used to his tactics.
WEEEEE.
And now, i'm gonna spend the rest of my valentine with my sister, her husband and the baby.
We're going to have ice cream later on.
My treat.
:)
Valentine's day wasn't so bad after all.
I hoped it remains this way for the rest of my life.
So simple and blissful.
Lovelove,
Sunshine.
the first person to msg me on this very single day of my life.
i replied and afterwards i realised i wasnt supposed to.
haha.
i then spent some time just rolling on the bed,
staring at the ceiling feeling almost free from school.
i bathed and went to the market.
after which i went over to my sister's place to play badminton.
let me tell you, all that kitkats and kinder bueno i got from dad, mum and my brother in law really punished me like crazy. after 1 hour i out of breath already!!!
which is a great disappointment.
But something changed.
A small little boy wanted to join our game.
HE's super lah.
he can take us both down.
That's when i used my magic to play.
HAha. I'm not tired anymore.
But still you guys should have seen him play.
He can really make you cry.
I was like "please shuttle cock, if he hit you, don't come near me."
Mercy begging play but we did well after we got used to his tactics.
WEEEEE.
And now, i'm gonna spend the rest of my valentine with my sister, her husband and the baby.
We're going to have ice cream later on.
My treat.
:)
Valentine's day wasn't so bad after all.
I hoped it remains this way for the rest of my life.
So simple and blissful.
Lovelove,
Sunshine.
1.31.2009
There is a heaven in my room!
Hello All.
I have a bookshelf.
My own bookshelf for my book collection.
Its shrine-like.
MY BOOKSHELF.
FOR BOOKS!
HAHA.
Cool or what?
Thanks daddy.
I have a bookshelf.
My own bookshelf for my book collection.
Its shrine-like.
MY BOOKSHELF.
FOR BOOKS!
HAHA.
Cool or what?
Thanks daddy.
1.28.2009
School.
Today was a good day with my parents although it was a short one.
I try to spend as much time doing things i like alone because tmr is another round of school and the start of everything.[whatever everything includes]
I'm glad that over the past few days i have managed to resolved alot of things.
I felt like i have a moment to look for answers i seek and i am in some ways, satisfied and content.
I'm beginning to you know, really identify wat's real and wat's not.
Address issues that i thought has expired.
From past relationships to friendships to my family, my future and everything else. [whatever everything includes]
I know its always weird how i see school as a beginning of a chaotic life.
But its truly not.
I dun fear going to school i love it.
I believe in education and living life to the fullest. Oh yes.
But if ever you felt that i am being negative about school life, well thats just because you are only reading a part of my life and you do not understand what's it like to see things my way.
Why i always go "tmr is a beginning of all things nasty.." its more because school is like a calendar for me.
It marks when i smile or cry or get frustrated.
Its not my everything but it helps remind me that i'm being part of life,
that my life is revolving, i'm evolving and new problems need solving/not.
[i just had to do that rhyming thing.]
I just feel amazing that i even have a school to go to.
Count our blessings guys because there's so many kids, like me, who isnt as lucky or as privileged to receive education in a learning institute without feeling unsafe or insecure.
May god bless us all.
I try to spend as much time doing things i like alone because tmr is another round of school and the start of everything.[whatever everything includes]
I'm glad that over the past few days i have managed to resolved alot of things.
I felt like i have a moment to look for answers i seek and i am in some ways, satisfied and content.
I'm beginning to you know, really identify wat's real and wat's not.
Address issues that i thought has expired.
From past relationships to friendships to my family, my future and everything else. [whatever everything includes]
I know its always weird how i see school as a beginning of a chaotic life.
But its truly not.
I dun fear going to school i love it.
I believe in education and living life to the fullest. Oh yes.
But if ever you felt that i am being negative about school life, well thats just because you are only reading a part of my life and you do not understand what's it like to see things my way.
Why i always go "tmr is a beginning of all things nasty.." its more because school is like a calendar for me.
It marks when i smile or cry or get frustrated.
Its not my everything but it helps remind me that i'm being part of life,
that my life is revolving, i'm evolving and new problems need solving/not.
[i just had to do that rhyming thing.]
I just feel amazing that i even have a school to go to.
Count our blessings guys because there's so many kids, like me, who isnt as lucky or as privileged to receive education in a learning institute without feeling unsafe or insecure.
May god bless us all.
1.26.2009
1.24.2009
Badminton Day
Hello world.
FArlina we shall see each other soon. Sky dark dark want to rain. HAHA.
I have just had my first round of badminton. My initial plan was a full day of badminton till i pass out. haha. ok maybe not till i pass out. But i've been needing my own game since school starts. But unfortunately its raining in the west. So i only had my 2 hours of badminton. HAHA.
My preggie sis also played for a few minutes. I gotta say she still got it. Playing wih my bro-in-law is a blast lah. we smack like no one's business. And its just a great joy to see us laughing and having a good time. Being active does wonders definitely. Its an intimate event for me. haha.
So far the holidays are doing good. I'm hoping it stays that way.
Right now i'm planning activities/events for K707 and for my family. Yup its time i give back to people i care about the most.
Happy holidays my love!
love,
Sunshine
FArlina we shall see each other soon. Sky dark dark want to rain. HAHA.
I have just had my first round of badminton. My initial plan was a full day of badminton till i pass out. haha. ok maybe not till i pass out. But i've been needing my own game since school starts. But unfortunately its raining in the west. So i only had my 2 hours of badminton. HAHA.
My preggie sis also played for a few minutes. I gotta say she still got it. Playing wih my bro-in-law is a blast lah. we smack like no one's business. And its just a great joy to see us laughing and having a good time. Being active does wonders definitely. Its an intimate event for me. haha.
So far the holidays are doing good. I'm hoping it stays that way.
Right now i'm planning activities/events for K707 and for my family. Yup its time i give back to people i care about the most.
Happy holidays my love!
love,
Sunshine
1.10.2009
Sound of Music
Hello there.
I'm keeping my myspace account i guess. The Main reason being the music selection and the stuff i can hear from there. All the amazing indie bands, unsigned musicians and every popular thing i have always loved. Its great in that sense. I can create my play list and have my own radio playing the songs i like. All that music stuff and the great friends i've made online. So I'm keeping my account for now.
Currently i only have two play lists, a public one as well as a private one.
In my public play list:
Peaches and Cream by 112 (haha! yeah i know! been long huh?)
Ten Black Roses by The Rasmus
Whatever you like by T.I
Come On by Rakim y ken-y
Scream by Avenged Sevenfold
Wadsyaname by Nelly
Green Light by John Legend {love love love him}
Beautiful by Snoop Dogg, Pharell & Uncle Charlie Wilson
Bittersweet by Apocalyptica and The Rasmus
That Girl by Frankie J.
In my private play list:
Separated by Usher [another favourite old song]
Cumbia De Los Muertos by Ozomatli
Candygirl by K-Jo and remarkable (not sure about this one)
Cuba
Tube Un Sueno by Rakim y Ken-y and Plan B
Brand new me by Colbie Caillat
So if you are bored of the songs you're listening to, why not try one of the above?
Anyway just now i went out with my old man, Daddy. We went shopping for my formal wear. Basically because I've outgrown all my old formal wear. And with an important date coming up, i should just be prepared you know. it was really fun. He's not like some guys who get impatient when you pick out your clothes slowly. Or maybe I'm not the kind of girl to pick out my clothes slowly. HAHA. Either way we had fun and burger king. We decided on a red formal top that screams "oi!" to the world. HAHA. Funky- so daddy style. And we got another white striped one because then i could get as many colour on my body as possible. hehe. But it has been long since i went out with only dad or just mum. so it was really nice.
i got to go.
love,
Sunshine
I'm keeping my myspace account i guess. The Main reason being the music selection and the stuff i can hear from there. All the amazing indie bands, unsigned musicians and every popular thing i have always loved. Its great in that sense. I can create my play list and have my own radio playing the songs i like. All that music stuff and the great friends i've made online. So I'm keeping my account for now.
Currently i only have two play lists, a public one as well as a private one.
In my public play list:
Peaches and Cream by 112 (haha! yeah i know! been long huh?)
Ten Black Roses by The Rasmus
Whatever you like by T.I
Come On by Rakim y ken-y
Scream by Avenged Sevenfold
Wadsyaname by Nelly
Green Light by John Legend {love love love him}
Beautiful by Snoop Dogg, Pharell & Uncle Charlie Wilson
Bittersweet by Apocalyptica and The Rasmus
That Girl by Frankie J.
In my private play list:
Separated by Usher [another favourite old song]
Cumbia De Los Muertos by Ozomatli
Candygirl by K-Jo and remarkable (not sure about this one)
Cuba
Tube Un Sueno by Rakim y Ken-y and Plan B
Brand new me by Colbie Caillat
So if you are bored of the songs you're listening to, why not try one of the above?
Anyway just now i went out with my old man, Daddy. We went shopping for my formal wear. Basically because I've outgrown all my old formal wear. And with an important date coming up, i should just be prepared you know. it was really fun. He's not like some guys who get impatient when you pick out your clothes slowly. Or maybe I'm not the kind of girl to pick out my clothes slowly. HAHA. Either way we had fun and burger king. We decided on a red formal top that screams "oi!" to the world. HAHA. Funky- so daddy style. And we got another white striped one because then i could get as many colour on my body as possible. hehe. But it has been long since i went out with only dad or just mum. so it was really nice.
i got to go.
love,
Sunshine
1.08.2009
The Taxi 4
Having cabbed down the fourth time to temasek polytechnic in fear of being late, i have chanced upon many realizations.
1) that PIE is the fastest way to reach tampines no matter what the taxi driver always say about jams at the expressway
2) that i was cheated the last time i cabbed down to school
3) if you have to pay $40-45, you are cheated [2)]
4) it only costs $30-35 to be sent right into TP engineering school
5) i'm half-way to being broke
6) a good taxi driver will deliver you from home in twenty five minutes!
7) the one driving my cab in a good taxi driver because he sent me to school in 23 minutes
8) that i still hold grudges
haha.
i'm just thankful that i reached before nine. and that i'm safe. and that i had a pleasant journey. and that i had breakfast before class. :)
its at time like this i wished i had someone to call me in the morning to wake me up. damn.
lovelove,
Sunshine
1) that PIE is the fastest way to reach tampines no matter what the taxi driver always say about jams at the expressway
2) that i was cheated the last time i cabbed down to school
3) if you have to pay $40-45, you are cheated [2)]
4) it only costs $30-35 to be sent right into TP engineering school
5) i'm half-way to being broke
6) a good taxi driver will deliver you from home in twenty five minutes!
7) the one driving my cab in a good taxi driver because he sent me to school in 23 minutes
8) that i still hold grudges
haha.
i'm just thankful that i reached before nine. and that i'm safe. and that i had a pleasant journey. and that i had breakfast before class. :)
its at time like this i wished i had someone to call me in the morning to wake me up. damn.
lovelove,
Sunshine
1.06.2009
My 2009 resolution.
Hello there mates.
Have the new year been good to you?
so far i've heard really pleasant things from the people
around me so i wish 'ultimate happiness' is applicable to
everyone of us.
I have promised to do a resolutions' list and post it in here.
But honestly speaking, i havent really sat down and write down
anything at all and get it all organized the way i liked it.
And i also think that a resolutions' list gets a bit personal
for me to share it with the world.
However, since i promised, i'll give a gist of what it will
look/sound/feel like.
For the year 2009,
i have decided to be flying solo and achieve my
greatest pontential in anything i do.
That includes 4th time runing as top student
in my madrasah since its my O's this year.
I would also like to be a better person in
many areas: a better muslim, a better leader,
a better team member, a better daughter,
a better sister and a better friend. I want to
put aside any feelings of regret, hurt and anger
that i bottled up for 2008.
I want to learn from my past mistakes and learn
to be a more patient individual. I'd try to get
everything organized and clean. I'll also make sure
my hygiene habits up one level and try to bring
antibacterial wet tissues on important days like
when i'm eating at lau par sat, simpang bedok and etc.
I shall apply a "see but dont touch" policies to
all good looking (or not) boys. I shall enjoy
every experience that i will go through to the
maximum.
Read atleast five comics by marvel before 2010.
That's roughly what i think.
love,
Sunshine
Have the new year been good to you?
so far i've heard really pleasant things from the people
around me so i wish 'ultimate happiness' is applicable to
everyone of us.
I have promised to do a resolutions' list and post it in here.
But honestly speaking, i havent really sat down and write down
anything at all and get it all organized the way i liked it.
And i also think that a resolutions' list gets a bit personal
for me to share it with the world.
However, since i promised, i'll give a gist of what it will
look/sound/feel like.
For the year 2009,
i have decided to be flying solo and achieve my
greatest pontential in anything i do.
That includes 4th time runing as top student
in my madrasah since its my O's this year.
I would also like to be a better person in
many areas: a better muslim, a better leader,
a better team member, a better daughter,
a better sister and a better friend. I want to
put aside any feelings of regret, hurt and anger
that i bottled up for 2008.
I want to learn from my past mistakes and learn
to be a more patient individual. I'd try to get
everything organized and clean. I'll also make sure
my hygiene habits up one level and try to bring
antibacterial wet tissues on important days like
when i'm eating at lau par sat, simpang bedok and etc.
I shall apply a "see but dont touch" policies to
all good looking (or not) boys. I shall enjoy
every experience that i will go through to the
maximum.
Read atleast five comics by marvel before 2010.
That's roughly what i think.
love,
Sunshine
1.03.2009
Men of jan 2009
I have to admit that Mr Edward Cullen, or robert, really makes me wet my pants when he smiles...
But then i remembered him in harry potter as cedric and i'm still 50/50. haha.
But i still vote him as one of the MAN of 2009.
In his family though i recalled someone better looking than him. the DAD.
haha. Carlisle is one hotstuff. But i like him better in brown hair than blonde.
But if i had a bestfriend like Jacob Black :
I'm all good single man. haha. Shimi you're hot but just not my type. HAHA.
Not sure if you guys have seen obama like this:
Hot or what?
ANyhoo despite the temptation of all gorgeous being,
my main love, my one and only is this one:
Lovelove,
Sunshine
But then i remembered him in harry potter as cedric and i'm still 50/50. haha.
But i still vote him as one of the MAN of 2009.
In his family though i recalled someone better looking than him. the DAD.
haha. Carlisle is one hotstuff. But i like him better in brown hair than blonde.
But if i had a bestfriend like Jacob Black :
I'm all good single man. haha. Shimi you're hot but just not my type. HAHA.
Not sure if you guys have seen obama like this:
Hot or what?
ANyhoo despite the temptation of all gorgeous being,
my main love, my one and only is this one:
Lovelove,
Sunshine
1.02.2009
After new year's day.
Well hello lovely people!
Happy new year again!
The past week have been such a rush for me.
On the last day of the year i had 3 birthday celebrations altogether and even had time to meet my bestfriend in-between!
YAY!
The year is new and it means a new beginning for me.
AGAIN.
haha.
What i did for my new year was alot of neopets and a good movie marathon.
twilight-pirates of carribean trilogy.
It was just me and my laptop.
Thank god daddy borrowed the pirates of caribbean trilogy set from my uncle.
haha.
AND i am an official proud member of self-declared twilight fan.
i knew about the book before the movie.
and honestly i didnt give a shit about watching the movie till well i got bored and robert pattinson's face was alluring enough.
i loved it!
not the girl though.
she looked very... i dunnowhatsit.
but cheers for her brown hair.
i swear if they put a blondie as the girl opposite edward cullen...
things will not be as good?
well who cares what i think?
it was a great movie.
I created a myspace.com account a few days ago.
Reason?
So that i could be Lauren Conrad's friend. haha.
I know very juvie.
I:M A GROUPIE.
AHAHHAHAHA
BUt now that i am, i have nothing else there to do.
The friend requests keep on coming in.
the first few days was from very cool and nice people.
Once it reaches the fifth day,
i get from mattish to pervertish.
Damn.
haha.
I dunno.. if LC doesnt chat me up...
i will delete the rest of the weirdos asap.
Its a sign you know.
HAHA.
I havent come up with a resolutions list.
Surprisingly i read many new-foud discoveries about
how resolutions list makes people feel bad about themselves.
Well not for me!
its fun as hell and you can be as creative as you want.
:)
I am also coming up with my wish list.
Everything will be published soon!
No worries.
Love,
Sunshine.
Happy new year again!
The past week have been such a rush for me.
On the last day of the year i had 3 birthday celebrations altogether and even had time to meet my bestfriend in-between!
YAY!
The year is new and it means a new beginning for me.
AGAIN.
haha.
What i did for my new year was alot of neopets and a good movie marathon.
twilight-pirates of carribean trilogy.
It was just me and my laptop.
Thank god daddy borrowed the pirates of caribbean trilogy set from my uncle.
haha.
AND i am an official proud member of self-declared twilight fan.
i knew about the book before the movie.
and honestly i didnt give a shit about watching the movie till well i got bored and robert pattinson's face was alluring enough.
i loved it!
not the girl though.
she looked very... i dunnowhatsit.
but cheers for her brown hair.
i swear if they put a blondie as the girl opposite edward cullen...
things will not be as good?
well who cares what i think?
it was a great movie.
I created a myspace.com account a few days ago.
Reason?
So that i could be Lauren Conrad's friend. haha.
I know very juvie.
I:M A GROUPIE.
AHAHHAHAHA
BUt now that i am, i have nothing else there to do.
The friend requests keep on coming in.
the first few days was from very cool and nice people.
Once it reaches the fifth day,
i get from mattish to pervertish.
Damn.
haha.
I dunno.. if LC doesnt chat me up...
i will delete the rest of the weirdos asap.
Its a sign you know.
HAHA.
I havent come up with a resolutions list.
Surprisingly i read many new-foud discoveries about
how resolutions list makes people feel bad about themselves.
Well not for me!
its fun as hell and you can be as creative as you want.
:)
I am also coming up with my wish list.
Everything will be published soon!
No worries.
Love,
Sunshine.
12.27.2008
Its gonna be 2009 soon!
I LOVE BLOGGER!
i have problems seeing certains animated msges from my friendster comments.
So well i did things the right way.
Preview it here!
Oh boy!
Some of the comments i get.
Downright kinky.
SO atleast now i know i can delete the dirty ones.
Its that time of the year again!
WOOHOO!
Stressful periods for me.
literally and un-lietrally.
Its crazy dont you think?
The weather, the riots and everything that has been going on.
As a treat to everyone who bothers to read this,
I'm gonna have my wishlist and resolutions list published!
And an evenn bigger treat?
I'm gonna blast off next year's 28th february blog post for everyone to eat their hearts out!
Just you wait.
I have many things lined up for everyone.
Especially me!
Gosh talking like this reminds me just how much i miss spending time with Shimi and Farlina.
Shimi especially.
Do you know we managed to survive a few weeks without each other this holidays?
Yeah i know!!! Insane right?!
SO alright.
I think that's all i wanna say.
New year is coming. tmr also a special day for the muslims.
SO may god bless us all :)
Love,
Sunshine
i have problems seeing certains animated msges from my friendster comments.
So well i did things the right way.
Preview it here!
Oh boy!
Some of the comments i get.
Downright kinky.
SO atleast now i know i can delete the dirty ones.
Its that time of the year again!
WOOHOO!
Stressful periods for me.
literally and un-lietrally.
Its crazy dont you think?
The weather, the riots and everything that has been going on.
As a treat to everyone who bothers to read this,
I'm gonna have my wishlist and resolutions list published!
And an evenn bigger treat?
I'm gonna blast off next year's 28th february blog post for everyone to eat their hearts out!
Just you wait.
I have many things lined up for everyone.
Especially me!
Gosh talking like this reminds me just how much i miss spending time with Shimi and Farlina.
Shimi especially.
Do you know we managed to survive a few weeks without each other this holidays?
Yeah i know!!! Insane right?!
SO alright.
I think that's all i wanna say.
New year is coming. tmr also a special day for the muslims.
SO may god bless us all :)
Love,
Sunshine
12.26.2008
alotalot questions
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
- yes
Are you in a good mood right now?
- not really
The phone rings what do you say?
- yes hellooo!
Plans for tomorrow?
- dunno yet
Whats wrong with you right now?
- hmm slight flu, a bit of a date jinx and phlegm-y cough
Are you mean?
- Yes. Its more of a habit rather than a natural characteristics
Who was your last text message from?
- my sister
Where were you at 2:02 pm?
- At home
Are you excited about anything?
- no. other than the birth of my nephew and getting nadia married off happily
Do you enjoy life?
- Yes. Thank god.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- HAHA! no.
Do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to?
- talking to verbally or as in seeing somene "talking".
verbally, no. seeing someone, yes.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- hmm. havent talked on the phone for a very long time. i guess rab or my sis.
Who was on your mind mostly today?
- myself? haha. seriously. myself. hahaha.
How many kids do you want to have?
- 1 or 15. hahahahaha
Are you afraid to grow up?
- yes! i like being clumsy and kiddish and unresponsible for things.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- yes.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
- inhaling axe oil
Are any of your friends taller than you?
- yes
Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
- NO!
Do you want a small or big wedding?
- small posh wedding
Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
- no help anywhere? haha.
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
- yes
What woke you up this morning?
- like everybody from my parents to my friends.. life.
Where are you?
- at home
What is on your mind RIGHT NOW?
- chicken burger
Where would you like to live?
- somewhere warm
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
- ye wint
Do you like necklaces?
- yeah baby
What was the last thing you drank?
- Mix punch.
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
- No.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
- no. haha. yes i think. MINE.
Song you are listening to now?
- my mistakes were made for you.. the last shadow puppets
- yes
Are you in a good mood right now?
- not really
The phone rings what do you say?
- yes hellooo!
Plans for tomorrow?
- dunno yet
Whats wrong with you right now?
- hmm slight flu, a bit of a date jinx and phlegm-y cough
Are you mean?
- Yes. Its more of a habit rather than a natural characteristics
Who was your last text message from?
- my sister
Where were you at 2:02 pm?
- At home
Are you excited about anything?
- no. other than the birth of my nephew and getting nadia married off happily
Do you enjoy life?
- Yes. Thank god.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- HAHA! no.
Do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to?
- talking to verbally or as in seeing somene "talking".
verbally, no. seeing someone, yes.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- hmm. havent talked on the phone for a very long time. i guess rab or my sis.
Who was on your mind mostly today?
- myself? haha. seriously. myself. hahaha.
How many kids do you want to have?
- 1 or 15. hahahahaha
Are you afraid to grow up?
- yes! i like being clumsy and kiddish and unresponsible for things.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- yes.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
- inhaling axe oil
Are any of your friends taller than you?
- yes
Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
- NO!
Do you want a small or big wedding?
- small posh wedding
Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
- no help anywhere? haha.
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
- yes
What woke you up this morning?
- like everybody from my parents to my friends.. life.
Where are you?
- at home
What is on your mind RIGHT NOW?
- chicken burger
Where would you like to live?
- somewhere warm
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
- ye wint
Do you like necklaces?
- yeah baby
What was the last thing you drank?
- Mix punch.
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
- No.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
- no. haha. yes i think. MINE.
Song you are listening to now?
- my mistakes were made for you.. the last shadow puppets
12.24.2008
Understanding Christmas
I have nil information about christmas.
Other than the act of giving and knowing its christ-related,I have no idea.
So being curios that i am, i decided to do abit of research on my own.
I'll just give you fast facts.
HANUKKAH IS NOT THE JEWISH VERSION OF CHRISTMAS. ALTHOUGH IT IS CELEBRATED ABOUT THE SAME TIME. IT IS AN EIGHT DAY EVENT STARTING FROM THE 25TH OF THE MONTH OF KISLEV.
CHRISTMAS IS CELEBRATED TO MARK AND HONOUR THE BIRTH OF JESUS. BUT IT IS NOT THE ACTUAL DATE OF BIRTH. IT IS ALSO DEBATED THAT THE DATE WAS CHOSEN TO CORRESPOND WITH THE ROMAN FESTIVAL OR THE WINTER SOLSTICE.
CHRISTMAS IS ALSO KNOWN AS CHRISTMASTIDE.
FOR YOU LOSERS WHO LIKE SHORT FORMS (ME.. HEHE) XMAS ORIGINATED WAY BACK. X (CHI) IS THE FIRST LETTER OF THE WORK CHRIST IN GREEK OR ROMAN LITERAL.
Yeah i think that is enough information for us all.
Anyhoo went out in a small group of four just now with rab, izzat and farlina. It was nice. Very simple and short meet up. I gotta do a better job of reuniting everyone.
Merry Christmas everyone!
(it is celebrated by non-christians too apparently)
HAve a good holiday.
will be back :)
love,
Sunshine
Other than the act of giving and knowing its christ-related,I have no idea.
So being curios that i am, i decided to do abit of research on my own.
I'll just give you fast facts.
HANUKKAH IS NOT THE JEWISH VERSION OF CHRISTMAS. ALTHOUGH IT IS CELEBRATED ABOUT THE SAME TIME. IT IS AN EIGHT DAY EVENT STARTING FROM THE 25TH OF THE MONTH OF KISLEV.
CHRISTMAS IS CELEBRATED TO MARK AND HONOUR THE BIRTH OF JESUS. BUT IT IS NOT THE ACTUAL DATE OF BIRTH. IT IS ALSO DEBATED THAT THE DATE WAS CHOSEN TO CORRESPOND WITH THE ROMAN FESTIVAL OR THE WINTER SOLSTICE.
CHRISTMAS IS ALSO KNOWN AS CHRISTMASTIDE.
FOR YOU LOSERS WHO LIKE SHORT FORMS (ME.. HEHE) XMAS ORIGINATED WAY BACK. X (CHI) IS THE FIRST LETTER OF THE WORK CHRIST IN GREEK OR ROMAN LITERAL.
Yeah i think that is enough information for us all.
Anyhoo went out in a small group of four just now with rab, izzat and farlina. It was nice. Very simple and short meet up. I gotta do a better job of reuniting everyone.
Merry Christmas everyone!
(it is celebrated by non-christians too apparently)
HAve a good holiday.
will be back :)
love,
Sunshine
12.19.2008
Santa Claus is coming to town..
Can you imagine?
I actually havent logged out from any of my accounts online.
i just realised.
Ish ish ish.. So unsafe!
Hello Dear Readers,
So many events coming up! Like christmas, many reunions and E-O-Y parties.
For my case its different: project subs, many project meetings and E-O-Y birthdays!
Haha.
EIther ways, its sure gonna be a hell of fun and rushing and everything happening!
YOu can bet on it.
Eh Wait!!! Before that i wanna show off!!
WHO'S THE CHAMPION??
3rd year in a row,
NUMBER 1, presenting.....
Yours truly.. EHEHE
So back to what i was saying,
its the season of celebrations for most of us!
Time is going to move at an even faster rate for me next year!
the moment it strikes twelve, 1st Jan,
i know that i have to gear up for the final dash to the finish line before...
OOPS! Cannot tell you!
ahaha.
I really wanna do something lazy and fun but didnt have the time to this week other than sleep and oversleep for meetings.
nvm nvm. Next august and sept.. holidays for me!!
I think that's all i wanna say for now.
Will be back!
love,
Sofia
I actually havent logged out from any of my accounts online.
i just realised.
Ish ish ish.. So unsafe!
Hello Dear Readers,
So many events coming up! Like christmas, many reunions and E-O-Y parties.
For my case its different: project subs, many project meetings and E-O-Y birthdays!
Haha.
EIther ways, its sure gonna be a hell of fun and rushing and everything happening!
YOu can bet on it.
Eh Wait!!! Before that i wanna show off!!
WHO'S THE CHAMPION??
3rd year in a row,
NUMBER 1, presenting.....
Yours truly.. EHEHE
So back to what i was saying,
its the season of celebrations for most of us!
Time is going to move at an even faster rate for me next year!
the moment it strikes twelve, 1st Jan,
i know that i have to gear up for the final dash to the finish line before...
OOPS! Cannot tell you!
ahaha.
I really wanna do something lazy and fun but didnt have the time to this week other than sleep and oversleep for meetings.
nvm nvm. Next august and sept.. holidays for me!!
I think that's all i wanna say for now.
Will be back!
love,
Sofia
12.10.2008
Exhaustion Babe.
It has been so cold the last few days.
A few cups of ice and i will need to sleep with a blanket on,
closed windows and off-ed fan.
Damn.
I miss sunshine.
It has come to a point where i just needed a break from life,
i want to sleep and pig out and be lazy the whole day.
tmr is my last paper for the week.
Still, it gives me the sudden feeling of extreme exhaustion.
Just the thought of it.
Because i know what's to come.
Loads of meetings school, social, family.
I'm not complaining or ungrateful but i'm tired.
i feel like i put a distance between me and fong at the moment.
Not because she hasnt been a loyal friend,
but i just feel smothered by everything, every event.
And i needed a different touch.
She reminds me of school so much.
But she melts my heart everytime she does something nice for me.
The little things.
It makes me not want to be angry and i appreciate it.
But i am very angy at everything that has happened to me.
On the night of eiduladha, i met up with shimi and had abt two hours
of catch up time.
It felt really good because she has been my bestfriend for more than half my life
and no matter how teared up we are, hard and difficult our lives had been for us,
we are always always able to laugh it off.
i think i've said in my previous entry how i'm seeing people's fucked up true colours.
what i didnt mention was that i saw mine too.
And sometimes i hate myself and question my own motives.
Does that make me a hypocrite? or is life just that complicated?
and oh a lot more money sure sounds good right for everyone.
Money makes the world upside down apparently.
its true.
OOh and i said a lot of "i dun care about her anymore" and went on to say "EH!" to a rude queue cutter at the immigration at johore. damned i've changed alot.
by the way sab shimi and J. i miss your girls. :)
A few cups of ice and i will need to sleep with a blanket on,
closed windows and off-ed fan.
Damn.
I miss sunshine.
It has come to a point where i just needed a break from life,
i want to sleep and pig out and be lazy the whole day.
tmr is my last paper for the week.
Still, it gives me the sudden feeling of extreme exhaustion.
Just the thought of it.
Because i know what's to come.
Loads of meetings school, social, family.
I'm not complaining or ungrateful but i'm tired.
i feel like i put a distance between me and fong at the moment.
Not because she hasnt been a loyal friend,
but i just feel smothered by everything, every event.
And i needed a different touch.
She reminds me of school so much.
But she melts my heart everytime she does something nice for me.
The little things.
It makes me not want to be angry and i appreciate it.
But i am very angy at everything that has happened to me.
On the night of eiduladha, i met up with shimi and had abt two hours
of catch up time.
It felt really good because she has been my bestfriend for more than half my life
and no matter how teared up we are, hard and difficult our lives had been for us,
we are always always able to laugh it off.
i think i've said in my previous entry how i'm seeing people's fucked up true colours.
what i didnt mention was that i saw mine too.
And sometimes i hate myself and question my own motives.
Does that make me a hypocrite? or is life just that complicated?
and oh a lot more money sure sounds good right for everyone.
Money makes the world upside down apparently.
its true.
OOh and i said a lot of "i dun care about her anymore" and went on to say "EH!" to a rude queue cutter at the immigration at johore. damned i've changed alot.
by the way sab shimi and J. i miss your girls. :)
12.08.2008
Fresh Morning
Salam Eidul Adha
Its the Feast of Sacrifice.
Its not just sacrificing the lambs, cows and camels as the non-muslims know.
But so much more than that.
I dun wanna preach so i'll leave it at that.
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims and have a nice day with your family and friends to everyone.
----------------
I just wanted to make it clear that i'm getting tired of alot people.
"True colours" is a stupid term fake people come up with when their fake-ness (if there's the word) becomes obvious.
Think i've seen enough so stop it already.
And for goodness sakes eh, dun try to act important-ly busy with me.
Jerks do that, friends just dont.
---------------
Gosh i've improvised alot of words in this entry.
---
I miss my bestfriend.
Shimi you're wanted.
Thanks for everything and maaf zahir batin girl.
Its the Feast of Sacrifice.
Its not just sacrificing the lambs, cows and camels as the non-muslims know.
But so much more than that.
I dun wanna preach so i'll leave it at that.
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims and have a nice day with your family and friends to everyone.
----------------
I just wanted to make it clear that i'm getting tired of alot people.
"True colours" is a stupid term fake people come up with when their fake-ness (if there's the word) becomes obvious.
Think i've seen enough so stop it already.
And for goodness sakes eh, dun try to act important-ly busy with me.
Jerks do that, friends just dont.
---------------
Gosh i've improvised alot of words in this entry.
---
I miss my bestfriend.
Shimi you're wanted.
Thanks for everything and maaf zahir batin girl.
11.30.2008
A moment of folly, a lifetime of regret..
I never would have thought that i would be forced into submission to compromise my principles of life and morals.
unfortunately it did.
And i'm more upset than i would have expected.
why would your friends make you comply to their rules?
The worst was when i did it without free will or even the slightest sinful pleasure.
I hated it.
When your friends say sorry,
yeah you will forgive them.
But what they dont understand is that i cannot forgive myself.
for putting my trust into people who will betray me,
for doing something that doesnt bring benefit to me in anyway,
for not being more strong,
for not leaving when i could,
for being stupid.
but i learnt alot just overnight.
i just wish for once in my fucking life,
things stop getting so fucking messed up.
and i fucking wish it didnt happen in the first place.
i will erase my embarassment and disappointment of yesterday.
right.
Menghisap sesuatu yang memabukkan itu hukumnya yang haram.
Dan menghisap shisha itu hukumnya makruh,
selagi tidak manghayalkan.
unfortunately it did.
And i'm more upset than i would have expected.
why would your friends make you comply to their rules?
The worst was when i did it without free will or even the slightest sinful pleasure.
I hated it.
When your friends say sorry,
yeah you will forgive them.
But what they dont understand is that i cannot forgive myself.
for putting my trust into people who will betray me,
for doing something that doesnt bring benefit to me in anyway,
for not being more strong,
for not leaving when i could,
for being stupid.
but i learnt alot just overnight.
i just wish for once in my fucking life,
things stop getting so fucking messed up.
and i fucking wish it didnt happen in the first place.
i will erase my embarassment and disappointment of yesterday.
right.
Menghisap sesuatu yang memabukkan itu hukumnya yang haram.
Dan menghisap shisha itu hukumnya makruh,
selagi tidak manghayalkan.
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