Gifts!

For Nadia:
a watch
ipod nano 8gb (metallic blue)
birthday card
sony ericsson flip phone
necklace from SK jewellery
creative zen Mp4 8gb
polo t-shirt
jubah

For mother:
birthday card
rolled-up cold hard cash (mother-style)
birthday cake
covet by sarah jessica parker
covet bloom by sarah jessica parker
body wash, soap and such by marks and spencer

For Daddy:
birthday card
15 assorted handkerchiefs with his initial
(shoes) i'm still on the search..

For Zhi Min:
Bracelet
mini covet by sarah jessica parker

For Weng Fong:
Harajuku Lovers by Gwen Stefani

For Myself:
white bag by Jennifer Lopez
Piglet (by fong)
card (by fong)
harajuku Lovers by Gwen Stefani (to match with fong hehe)
Bling-bling handphone chain (by zhi min)
watch
jubah
charmbracelet
earrings


yay!

just a short december look-back.

From outings after exams to reunions (i look botak! haha) to soccer matches to shopping spree to spending time with loved ones to gifts! [yep its for the birthday girls and boy.]

the end of the year is tmr guys!
celebrate!!

love,
Sushine

Its gonna be 2009 soon!

I LOVE BLOGGER!
i have problems seeing certains animated msges from my friendster comments.
So well i did things the right way.
Preview it here!
Oh boy!
Some of the comments i get.
Downright kinky.
SO atleast now i know i can delete the dirty ones.

Its that time of the year again!
WOOHOO!
Stressful periods for me.
literally and un-lietrally.
Its crazy dont you think?
The weather, the riots and everything that has been going on.

As a treat to everyone who bothers to read this,
I'm gonna have my wishlist and resolutions list published!
And an evenn bigger treat?
I'm gonna blast off next year's 28th february blog post for everyone to eat their hearts out!
Just you wait.
I have many things lined up for everyone.
Especially me!
Gosh talking like this reminds me just how much i miss spending time with Shimi and Farlina.
Shimi especially.
Do you know we managed to survive a few weeks without each other this holidays?
Yeah i know!!! Insane right?!
SO alright.
I think that's all i wanna say.


New year is coming. tmr also a special day for the muslims.
SO may god bless us all :)

Love,
Sunshine

Lucky.. yeah right

I am a jason mraz fan.
BUt i gotta say i'm gonna have a meltdown if i here "lucky" one more time.
its EVERYWHERE!!
even after a few months.
wah.
try listening to something else people!!

alotalot questions

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
- yes
Are you in a good mood right now?
- not really
The phone rings what do you say?
- yes hellooo!
Plans for tomorrow?
- dunno yet
Whats wrong with you right now?
- hmm slight flu, a bit of a date jinx and phlegm-y cough
Are you mean?
- Yes. Its more of a habit rather than a natural characteristics
Who was your last text message from?
- my sister
Where were you at 2:02 pm?
- At home
Are you excited about anything?
- no. other than the birth of my nephew and getting nadia married off happily
Do you enjoy life?
- Yes. Thank god.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- HAHA! no.
Do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to?
- talking to verbally or as in seeing somene "talking".
verbally, no. seeing someone, yes.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- hmm. havent talked on the phone for a very long time. i guess rab or my sis.
Who was on your mind mostly today?
- myself? haha. seriously. myself. hahaha.
How many kids do you want to have?
- 1 or 15. hahahahaha
Are you afraid to grow up?
- yes! i like being clumsy and kiddish and unresponsible for things.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- yes.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
- inhaling axe oil
Are any of your friends taller than you?
- yes
Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
- NO!
Do you want a small or big wedding?
- small posh wedding
Would you rather help someone out or be helped out?
- no help anywhere? haha.
If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
- yes
What woke you up this morning?
- like everybody from my parents to my friends.. life.
Where are you?
- at home
What is on your mind RIGHT NOW?
- chicken burger
Where would you like to live?
- somewhere warm
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
- ye wint
Do you like necklaces?
- yeah baby
What was the last thing you drank?
- Mix punch.
Have you ever taken karate lessons?
- No.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
- no. haha. yes i think. MINE.
Song you are listening to now?
- my mistakes were made for you.. the last shadow puppets

Understanding Christmas

I have nil information about christmas.
Other than the act of giving and knowing its christ-related,I have no idea.
So being curios that i am, i decided to do abit of research on my own.

I'll just give you fast facts.

HANUKKAH IS NOT THE JEWISH VERSION OF CHRISTMAS. ALTHOUGH IT IS CELEBRATED ABOUT THE SAME TIME. IT IS AN EIGHT DAY EVENT STARTING FROM THE 25TH OF THE MONTH OF KISLEV.

CHRISTMAS IS CELEBRATED TO MARK AND HONOUR THE BIRTH OF JESUS. BUT IT IS NOT THE ACTUAL DATE OF BIRTH. IT IS ALSO DEBATED THAT THE DATE WAS CHOSEN TO CORRESPOND WITH THE ROMAN FESTIVAL OR THE WINTER SOLSTICE.

CHRISTMAS IS ALSO KNOWN AS CHRISTMASTIDE.

FOR YOU LOSERS WHO LIKE SHORT FORMS (ME.. HEHE) XMAS ORIGINATED WAY BACK. X (CHI) IS THE FIRST LETTER OF THE WORK CHRIST IN GREEK OR ROMAN LITERAL.

Yeah i think that is enough information for us all.

Anyhoo went out in a small group of four just now with rab, izzat and farlina. It was nice. Very simple and short meet up. I gotta do a better job of reuniting everyone.

Merry Christmas everyone!
(it is celebrated by non-christians too apparently)
HAve a good holiday.
will be back :)

love,
Sunshine

HACHJOO-you

Hey there.
Can you smell the christmasy air?
haha.
I cant coz i have been down with flu for a few days and isnt feeling well.
Which sucks sometimes.
But it gives me a good enough excuse to delay market trips or anything like that.
"Mom give me a break, i'm sick"
The best part is?
Its true.
So i aint lying one bit.
HAHA.
THe worst part is?
Its true.
K 'nough said.

This is one of the rarest times i had flu so bad i cried.
Haiz.
Weird things have been happening lately,
when i try to tell people the end is coming,
no one believes me anymore.
:P

The one reason why i have flu so bad is because of the live match yesterday yesterday!
COnfirm one!
I still love our singapore team!
HOORAH!
But i had wished that the goal vietnam scored didnt happen.
It was a bad dream.

My room is back to pig-sty mode.
I had no idea what happen.

I want:
The whole many-many seasons of The Nanny and Friends and The Hills
A top designed my Lauren Conrad
All comics by L.K. Hamilton.

love
sunshine

Why your Miss Sunshine is still single.

Do you wanna know why i'm single?
Do ya do ya do ya?
Well i thought about it on the way home today and i figured that its because i havent in all honesty find someone who's like attractive enough.
If i meet the good looking, turns out boring.
If i find the funny, they are unloyal.
If i find a good sweet talker, well thats what they do.
SO its difficult to be in a love-love relationship when you dont find what you truly seek.
In my case i guess i didnt really know what i want.
Thank god my mistake when as far as ugly blondie.

So what do i want?
I want cute and sexy.
Shimi will go "what?!"
haha.
I know girls like guys who has a cute face.
I dun like cute face, i like cute personality.
I like sexy, face AND personality.
Like when someone breathes deeply and in a calm manner,
thats hubba hubba sexy.
or when he gets nervous everytime he meets me,
thats cute.
or when he flick his hair back,
thats stupid.
hahaha
[i had to mention that one because farah and fong always matchmake me with that kind of boys.]

oh i hate boys that go " eh i'm fat already " after eating a burger or something.
Its such a turn off.

Besides the not-meeting-requirements excuse,
i'm also single because its difficult to find humble and polite dudes around.
I dunno what's so cool about sounding boastful or stupid loudly.

I'm also single because i am not really into it.
I don't see many happy relationships around so i'm into believing that
most of the times,
the couples you see holding hands are fighting with each other.
I'm so not jealous.

Lastly, I'm also single because every guy i met, lies to my face because they think i dont know what's going down really.
Even if it means i just met them a minute after not seeing each other for years.
Its a habit guys have,
"if you see sofia, lie to her face."
Dumb.

Ya now that i say all that i got a feeling the single thing will stretch a bit longer.
HAHA.

Love.
Sunshine

Santa Claus is coming to town..

Can you imagine?
I actually havent logged out from any of my accounts online.
i just realised.
Ish ish ish.. So unsafe!


Hello Dear Readers,
So many events coming up! Like christmas, many reunions and E-O-Y parties.
For my case its different: project subs, many project meetings and E-O-Y birthdays!
Haha.
EIther ways, its sure gonna be a hell of fun and rushing and everything happening!
YOu can bet on it.

Eh Wait!!! Before that i wanna show off!!

WHO'S THE CHAMPION??
3rd year in a row,
NUMBER 1, presenting.....
Yours truly.. EHEHE

So back to what i was saying,
its the season of celebrations for most of us!
Time is going to move at an even faster rate for me next year!
the moment it strikes twelve, 1st Jan,
i know that i have to gear up for the final dash to the finish line before...
OOPS! Cannot tell you!
ahaha.
I really wanna do something lazy and fun but didnt have the time to this week other than sleep and oversleep for meetings.
nvm nvm. Next august and sept.. holidays for me!!

I think that's all i wanna say for now.
Will be back!

love,
Sofia

I keep on asking myself though,
when i take my leave,
what will i bring with me?

whats new?
me and more lovable me.
haha

today i was tired but happy.

and i'm hungry.

and singapore-vietnam draw was very exciting.

pheeeweee.
i got rid of the too-much-clutter till reach the ok-clutter in my room
and damn i feel good baby.

uys.


btw today i'm in love.
haha.

31st dec is coming!!!

green light

i love love love love love love.
MUACKs!

I LOVE IRONMAN.

MUSIC OF THE DEATH

ITS THE

CHING
TING
MING
PING
KING
DING
BING
KEPAK BING BING
YING
RING RING
LING
NING
XING
ZING
WING
QING
SING SING
FING
HING
JING
VING

TIME OF THE MONTH..

I CANT FRIGGING SLEEP PEACEFULLY.

My final break

A good hindustan movie
a giant mensa puzzle book

BliSS BABY!

haha.

omg i'm so in love.

Exhaustion Babe.

It has been so cold the last few days.
A few cups of ice and i will need to sleep with a blanket on,
closed windows and off-ed fan.
Damn.
I miss sunshine.

It has come to a point where i just needed a break from life,
i want to sleep and pig out and be lazy the whole day.
tmr is my last paper for the week.
Still, it gives me the sudden feeling of extreme exhaustion.
Just the thought of it.
Because i know what's to come.
Loads of meetings school, social, family.
I'm not complaining or ungrateful but i'm tired.

i feel like i put a distance between me and fong at the moment.
Not because she hasnt been a loyal friend,
but i just feel smothered by everything, every event.
And i needed a different touch.
She reminds me of school so much.
But she melts my heart everytime she does something nice for me.
The little things.
It makes me not want to be angry and i appreciate it.

But i am very angy at everything that has happened to me.
On the night of eiduladha, i met up with shimi and had abt two hours
of catch up time.
It felt really good because she has been my bestfriend for more than half my life
and no matter how teared up we are, hard and difficult our lives had been for us,
we are always always able to laugh it off.

i think i've said in my previous entry how i'm seeing people's fucked up true colours.
what i didnt mention was that i saw mine too.
And sometimes i hate myself and question my own motives.
Does that make me a hypocrite? or is life just that complicated?

and oh a lot more money sure sounds good right for everyone.
Money makes the world upside down apparently.
its true.

OOh and i said a lot of "i dun care about her anymore" and went on to say "EH!" to a rude queue cutter at the immigration at johore. damned i've changed alot.

by the way sab shimi and J. i miss your girls. :)

After many2 thinkin'
i have come up with an important decision..





i'm gonna find a carpathian male for a boyfriend.
hehe. HOT!

Fresh Morning

Salam Eidul Adha

Its the Feast of Sacrifice.
Its not just sacrificing the lambs, cows and camels as the non-muslims know.
But so much more than that.
I dun wanna preach so i'll leave it at that.

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims and have a nice day with your family and friends to everyone.

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I just wanted to make it clear that i'm getting tired of alot people.
"True colours" is a stupid term fake people come up with when their fake-ness (if there's the word) becomes obvious.
Think i've seen enough so stop it already.
And for goodness sakes eh, dun try to act important-ly busy with me.
Jerks do that, friends just dont.

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Gosh i've improvised alot of words in this entry.
---

I miss my bestfriend.
Shimi you're wanted.
Thanks for everything and maaf zahir batin girl.

Holiday

i want to be in love..


I remember summers, you & me lasting forever
Holidays come & we'd never, never ever be apart
I remember spending, all of my time, every minute
The two of us we had our own rhythm, intune with the beat of my heart

Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter (what I do)
Since you went away, since you went away
Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what I say
You left it

You took a holiday from us
Took a trip & left your love
If your heart went down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
& now you got me asking
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Where did my heart go?
You took a holiday
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
Why did you leave?
This ain't no holiday for me

Walkin', watching you leave there's no talking
Back on my own it's so shocking, guess forever was just a dream
I think we could have made it, but our history now is fading
My image of the future is changing & baby damn that thing called destiny, got the best of me

Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what I say
You left it

You took a holiday from us
Took a trip & left your love
If your heart went down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
& now you got me asking
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Where did my heart go?
You took a holiday
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
Why did you leave?
This ain't no holiday for me

If I could take a step back, make it turn out different
I would hide those bags, and I’d tear that ticket
Never thought you and me would be done in a minute
Now I’m making new plans and you’re just not in it

If I could take a step back, make it turn out different
I would hide those bags, and I’d tear that ticket
Never thought you and me would be done in a minute
Now I’m making new plans and you’re just not in it
(Where did you go?)

You took a Holiday from us
Took a trip and left your love
If your heart went down forever
Should’ve told me where it was
You took a Holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
And now you got me asking

Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did my heart go?
You take a Holiday

Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Why do you live?
This ain’t a Holiday for me

I told mum everything that was on my mind.
And its true when they say your mum knows you best.
Well atleast it is for me.
She shares my sentiments and i'm glad i'm honest with her.
Now that everything has been spoken out loud all i am left with is to make decisions.

If you were me,
would yo go on board a plane to somewhere for your internship for 3 motnhs without your family?
Would you wish then that you are going with the people you envision working with for the trip?
Would you just accept anything or anyone?
Would you not go because you dun want to spend 3 months working with people you dun really care about?

If you were me,
would you have believed this was the end of all problems?
would you have felt that now you are just breaking down?
would you continue fighting to survive just life and yourself?

These days have been really tough.

but hell its eventful. hehe.

I really love my mother for being one of my bestfriends throughout my life.
Its the toughest being my mother+friend+confidante and she's still been there for me continuously. Thanks mum. I love you. 2008 opened my eyes.

I just havent been myself many more times this year than the last.
I duno why sometimes amidst of everything, i just lose myself.
Does it happen to you too?
There is this anger in me, i dunno where it comes from,
unfounded but not lost.

This year would not have been possible for me without these people:
Hashima, Farlina, Jaya, Sabrina, Vincent, Azriyan, Fong, k707..

i'm so so so so so so thankful, even for the little time they spared me or spent listening to me or just hanging out or just sharing a laugh or two. I found friends. really good ones. and i'm thankful.

WE NEED 1 MAN TO COME FORWARD AND GO FREAKING OSIP WITH US!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

Shattered Glass

For all the ladies who went through tough times..


Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa-hoo
Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa

Did I wake you, were you sleepin',
Were you still in my bed?
Or is a nightmare keepin' you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feelin' guilty for what you did?
If you think you're hurtin',
You ain't seen nothin' yet!

[Chorus:]
Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man?
I hope you know that, you can't go back
Cause all we had,
Is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight,
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back,
When your world falls apart,
Like shattered glass, glass, glass, glass

Are you havin' trouble focusin' throughout the day?
Do you find yourself still callin' my name?
Do you wish you could be one time and take it back?
I bet you realize that she ain't half the woman I am

(Chorus)
Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man?
I hope you know that, you can't go back
Cause all we had,
Is broken like shattered glass

Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa-hoo
Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa