"hello can i speak to ______________?"
"Cannot."
"Ok.. hey where are you guys?"
"Sorry... what? i cannot hear you.."
"haha. I said where are you.."
"In your heart."
"Oi dun like that.. Where are you?"
"You know who you talking to right?"
"Yes."
"Then i'm right. I'm really in your heart."
"yes yes. you're in my heart. Now tell me where you are."
hahahahaha.
Showing posts with label Moon. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Moon. Show all posts
2.02.2009
1.17.2009
The rules of love
I think i figured out why Angelina Jolie and brad Pitt adopted three kids. (& soon many more) ahaha.
In less than one month i have adopted one neopet after another, just because it felt good to know that the pet will be taken care off. Its actually addictive you know. Adopting and adopting.
[this entry will be a bit singlish one ok]
well my class is currently having our cram-jam session because of the projects and tests and quizzes and audits coming. I damn bored seh. I really wanna do something fun like play badminton or go sight-seeing or climb some mountain. Just something fun. Thank god for most of my projects i am with Weng Fong. And my teammates are getting better too. THey are all more involved now and missions assigned to them are usually completed. YAY! Except maybe for myself. Now i like slack like that. I really appreciate ting, farah and brian doing their work and coming for meetings. Even though i said thank you many times, and even though they said its required, i still feel thankful.
I'll be wearing formal almost everyday next week. Just now was the start of "wear formal" day. Damn. But i gotta say i've invested well in my formal skirt. My big ass looks great in them and i manage to conceal whatever it is i want to conceal. The best part is.. it comes in my favourite colour! grey. So going shoppig with daddy just means i make smart shopping decisions![which i appreciate alot too]
March is coming sooner. The big day of my life this year. I'm kinda nervous but excited. I wish i could skip valentine's day this year... You know what? I think i will.
So many things to do so little time.
gtg now.
Good night.
OH YA BY THE WAY I BOUGHT A NEW BOOK!
HAHA
PLEASE DUN TELL MY PARENTS!
love,
Sunshine
In less than one month i have adopted one neopet after another, just because it felt good to know that the pet will be taken care off. Its actually addictive you know. Adopting and adopting.
[this entry will be a bit singlish one ok]
well my class is currently having our cram-jam session because of the projects and tests and quizzes and audits coming. I damn bored seh. I really wanna do something fun like play badminton or go sight-seeing or climb some mountain. Just something fun. Thank god for most of my projects i am with Weng Fong. And my teammates are getting better too. THey are all more involved now and missions assigned to them are usually completed. YAY! Except maybe for myself. Now i like slack like that. I really appreciate ting, farah and brian doing their work and coming for meetings. Even though i said thank you many times, and even though they said its required, i still feel thankful.
I'll be wearing formal almost everyday next week. Just now was the start of "wear formal" day. Damn. But i gotta say i've invested well in my formal skirt. My big ass looks great in them and i manage to conceal whatever it is i want to conceal. The best part is.. it comes in my favourite colour! grey. So going shoppig with daddy just means i make smart shopping decisions![which i appreciate alot too]
March is coming sooner. The big day of my life this year. I'm kinda nervous but excited. I wish i could skip valentine's day this year... You know what? I think i will.
So many things to do so little time.
gtg now.
Good night.
OH YA BY THE WAY I BOUGHT A NEW BOOK!
HAHA
PLEASE DUN TELL MY PARENTS!
love,
Sunshine
1.07.2009
Tmr MODSIM quiz!
I'm currently studying for System Modelling and Simulation quiz tmr. Well reading first few lines more like. HEHE. I know its a little late. But i will pay up for the lost hour tonight because i have had my 3 hours of sleep after school. I was so tired i accidentally buih-ed my sister and overslept till 8.45pm. well so anyway i bathed and did all admin work that needs to be done:
1) deLete friendster account
2) check all school mails
3) check all other mails
4) reply all mails
5) myspace.com
And so i did delete my friendster account. Reason? i get bored. And i actually have to admit that the less people i get to know, re-know and un-know, the better. So nil friendster account it is.
my room is still in a complete mess. I'm getting lazier and lazier and yet i feel like there's so many things to do. Its so crampin' my style. HAHA. i always wanted to say that. My class has been very pleasant this year. They always are, but you can sometimes sense when they are all tired, or tensed or upset. So i'm really glad that despite panda eyes ad dozing off in class, they are lively and cheerful.
I am desperately in need of money. Gimme gimme more...
Thats all folks.
1) deLete friendster account
2) check all school mails
3) check all other mails
4) reply all mails
5) myspace.com
And so i did delete my friendster account. Reason? i get bored. And i actually have to admit that the less people i get to know, re-know and un-know, the better. So nil friendster account it is.
my room is still in a complete mess. I'm getting lazier and lazier and yet i feel like there's so many things to do. Its so crampin' my style. HAHA. i always wanted to say that. My class has been very pleasant this year. They always are, but you can sometimes sense when they are all tired, or tensed or upset. So i'm really glad that despite panda eyes ad dozing off in class, they are lively and cheerful.
I am desperately in need of money. Gimme gimme more...
Thats all folks.
12.27.2008
Its gonna be 2009 soon!
I LOVE BLOGGER!
i have problems seeing certains animated msges from my friendster comments.
So well i did things the right way.
Preview it here!
Oh boy!
Some of the comments i get.
Downright kinky.
SO atleast now i know i can delete the dirty ones.
Its that time of the year again!
WOOHOO!
Stressful periods for me.
literally and un-lietrally.
Its crazy dont you think?
The weather, the riots and everything that has been going on.
As a treat to everyone who bothers to read this,
I'm gonna have my wishlist and resolutions list published!
And an evenn bigger treat?
I'm gonna blast off next year's 28th february blog post for everyone to eat their hearts out!
Just you wait.
I have many things lined up for everyone.
Especially me!
Gosh talking like this reminds me just how much i miss spending time with Shimi and Farlina.
Shimi especially.
Do you know we managed to survive a few weeks without each other this holidays?
Yeah i know!!! Insane right?!
SO alright.
I think that's all i wanna say.
New year is coming. tmr also a special day for the muslims.
SO may god bless us all :)
Love,
Sunshine
i have problems seeing certains animated msges from my friendster comments.
So well i did things the right way.
Preview it here!
Oh boy!
Some of the comments i get.
Downright kinky.
SO atleast now i know i can delete the dirty ones.
Its that time of the year again!
WOOHOO!
Stressful periods for me.
literally and un-lietrally.
Its crazy dont you think?
The weather, the riots and everything that has been going on.
As a treat to everyone who bothers to read this,
I'm gonna have my wishlist and resolutions list published!
And an evenn bigger treat?
I'm gonna blast off next year's 28th february blog post for everyone to eat their hearts out!
Just you wait.
I have many things lined up for everyone.
Especially me!
Gosh talking like this reminds me just how much i miss spending time with Shimi and Farlina.
Shimi especially.
Do you know we managed to survive a few weeks without each other this holidays?
Yeah i know!!! Insane right?!
SO alright.
I think that's all i wanna say.
New year is coming. tmr also a special day for the muslims.
SO may god bless us all :)
Love,
Sunshine
12.24.2008
Understanding Christmas
I have nil information about christmas.
Other than the act of giving and knowing its christ-related,I have no idea.
So being curios that i am, i decided to do abit of research on my own.
I'll just give you fast facts.
HANUKKAH IS NOT THE JEWISH VERSION OF CHRISTMAS. ALTHOUGH IT IS CELEBRATED ABOUT THE SAME TIME. IT IS AN EIGHT DAY EVENT STARTING FROM THE 25TH OF THE MONTH OF KISLEV.
CHRISTMAS IS CELEBRATED TO MARK AND HONOUR THE BIRTH OF JESUS. BUT IT IS NOT THE ACTUAL DATE OF BIRTH. IT IS ALSO DEBATED THAT THE DATE WAS CHOSEN TO CORRESPOND WITH THE ROMAN FESTIVAL OR THE WINTER SOLSTICE.
CHRISTMAS IS ALSO KNOWN AS CHRISTMASTIDE.
FOR YOU LOSERS WHO LIKE SHORT FORMS (ME.. HEHE) XMAS ORIGINATED WAY BACK. X (CHI) IS THE FIRST LETTER OF THE WORK CHRIST IN GREEK OR ROMAN LITERAL.
Yeah i think that is enough information for us all.
Anyhoo went out in a small group of four just now with rab, izzat and farlina. It was nice. Very simple and short meet up. I gotta do a better job of reuniting everyone.
Merry Christmas everyone!
(it is celebrated by non-christians too apparently)
HAve a good holiday.
will be back :)
love,
Sunshine
Other than the act of giving and knowing its christ-related,I have no idea.
So being curios that i am, i decided to do abit of research on my own.
I'll just give you fast facts.
HANUKKAH IS NOT THE JEWISH VERSION OF CHRISTMAS. ALTHOUGH IT IS CELEBRATED ABOUT THE SAME TIME. IT IS AN EIGHT DAY EVENT STARTING FROM THE 25TH OF THE MONTH OF KISLEV.
CHRISTMAS IS CELEBRATED TO MARK AND HONOUR THE BIRTH OF JESUS. BUT IT IS NOT THE ACTUAL DATE OF BIRTH. IT IS ALSO DEBATED THAT THE DATE WAS CHOSEN TO CORRESPOND WITH THE ROMAN FESTIVAL OR THE WINTER SOLSTICE.
CHRISTMAS IS ALSO KNOWN AS CHRISTMASTIDE.
FOR YOU LOSERS WHO LIKE SHORT FORMS (ME.. HEHE) XMAS ORIGINATED WAY BACK. X (CHI) IS THE FIRST LETTER OF THE WORK CHRIST IN GREEK OR ROMAN LITERAL.
Yeah i think that is enough information for us all.
Anyhoo went out in a small group of four just now with rab, izzat and farlina. It was nice. Very simple and short meet up. I gotta do a better job of reuniting everyone.
Merry Christmas everyone!
(it is celebrated by non-christians too apparently)
HAve a good holiday.
will be back :)
love,
Sunshine
12.20.2008
Why your Miss Sunshine is still single.
Do you wanna know why i'm single?
Do ya do ya do ya?
Well i thought about it on the way home today and i figured that its because i havent in all honesty find someone who's like attractive enough.
If i meet the good looking, turns out boring.
If i find the funny, they are unloyal.
If i find a good sweet talker, well thats what they do.
SO its difficult to be in a love-love relationship when you dont find what you truly seek.
In my case i guess i didnt really know what i want.
Thank god my mistake when as far as ugly blondie.
So what do i want?
I want cute and sexy.
Shimi will go "what?!"
haha.
I know girls like guys who has a cute face.
I dun like cute face, i like cute personality.
I like sexy, face AND personality.
Like when someone breathes deeply and in a calm manner,
thats hubba hubba sexy.
or when he gets nervous everytime he meets me,
thats cute.
or when he flick his hair back,
thats stupid.
hahaha
[i had to mention that one because farah and fong always matchmake me with that kind of boys.]
oh i hate boys that go " eh i'm fat already " after eating a burger or something.
Its such a turn off.
Besides the not-meeting-requirements excuse,
i'm also single because its difficult to find humble and polite dudes around.
I dunno what's so cool about sounding boastful or stupid loudly.
I'm also single because i am not really into it.
I don't see many happy relationships around so i'm into believing that
most of the times,
the couples you see holding hands are fighting with each other.
I'm so not jealous.
Lastly, I'm also single because every guy i met, lies to my face because they think i dont know what's going down really.
Even if it means i just met them a minute after not seeing each other for years.
Its a habit guys have,
"if you see sofia, lie to her face."
Dumb.
Ya now that i say all that i got a feeling the single thing will stretch a bit longer.
HAHA.
Love.
Sunshine
Do ya do ya do ya?
Well i thought about it on the way home today and i figured that its because i havent in all honesty find someone who's like attractive enough.
If i meet the good looking, turns out boring.
If i find the funny, they are unloyal.
If i find a good sweet talker, well thats what they do.
SO its difficult to be in a love-love relationship when you dont find what you truly seek.
In my case i guess i didnt really know what i want.
Thank god my mistake when as far as ugly blondie.
So what do i want?
I want cute and sexy.
Shimi will go "what?!"
haha.
I know girls like guys who has a cute face.
I dun like cute face, i like cute personality.
I like sexy, face AND personality.
Like when someone breathes deeply and in a calm manner,
thats hubba hubba sexy.
or when he gets nervous everytime he meets me,
thats cute.
or when he flick his hair back,
thats stupid.
hahaha
[i had to mention that one because farah and fong always matchmake me with that kind of boys.]
oh i hate boys that go " eh i'm fat already " after eating a burger or something.
Its such a turn off.
Besides the not-meeting-requirements excuse,
i'm also single because its difficult to find humble and polite dudes around.
I dunno what's so cool about sounding boastful or stupid loudly.
I'm also single because i am not really into it.
I don't see many happy relationships around so i'm into believing that
most of the times,
the couples you see holding hands are fighting with each other.
I'm so not jealous.
Lastly, I'm also single because every guy i met, lies to my face because they think i dont know what's going down really.
Even if it means i just met them a minute after not seeing each other for years.
Its a habit guys have,
"if you see sofia, lie to her face."
Dumb.
Ya now that i say all that i got a feeling the single thing will stretch a bit longer.
HAHA.
Love.
Sunshine
12.19.2008
Santa Claus is coming to town..
Can you imagine?
I actually havent logged out from any of my accounts online.
i just realised.
Ish ish ish.. So unsafe!
Hello Dear Readers,
So many events coming up! Like christmas, many reunions and E-O-Y parties.
For my case its different: project subs, many project meetings and E-O-Y birthdays!
Haha.
EIther ways, its sure gonna be a hell of fun and rushing and everything happening!
YOu can bet on it.
Eh Wait!!! Before that i wanna show off!!
WHO'S THE CHAMPION??
3rd year in a row,
NUMBER 1, presenting.....
Yours truly.. EHEHE
So back to what i was saying,
its the season of celebrations for most of us!
Time is going to move at an even faster rate for me next year!
the moment it strikes twelve, 1st Jan,
i know that i have to gear up for the final dash to the finish line before...
OOPS! Cannot tell you!
ahaha.
I really wanna do something lazy and fun but didnt have the time to this week other than sleep and oversleep for meetings.
nvm nvm. Next august and sept.. holidays for me!!
I think that's all i wanna say for now.
Will be back!
love,
Sofia
I actually havent logged out from any of my accounts online.
i just realised.
Ish ish ish.. So unsafe!
Hello Dear Readers,
So many events coming up! Like christmas, many reunions and E-O-Y parties.
For my case its different: project subs, many project meetings and E-O-Y birthdays!
Haha.
EIther ways, its sure gonna be a hell of fun and rushing and everything happening!
YOu can bet on it.
Eh Wait!!! Before that i wanna show off!!
WHO'S THE CHAMPION??
3rd year in a row,
NUMBER 1, presenting.....
Yours truly.. EHEHE
So back to what i was saying,
its the season of celebrations for most of us!
Time is going to move at an even faster rate for me next year!
the moment it strikes twelve, 1st Jan,
i know that i have to gear up for the final dash to the finish line before...
OOPS! Cannot tell you!
ahaha.
I really wanna do something lazy and fun but didnt have the time to this week other than sleep and oversleep for meetings.
nvm nvm. Next august and sept.. holidays for me!!
I think that's all i wanna say for now.
Will be back!
love,
Sofia
12.13.2008
MUSIC OF THE DEATH
ITS THE
CHING
TING
MING
PING
KING
DING
BING
KEPAK BING BING
YING
RING RING
LING
NING
XING
ZING
WING
QING
SING SING
FING
HING
JING
VING
TIME OF THE MONTH..
I CANT FRIGGING SLEEP PEACEFULLY.
CHING
TING
MING
PING
KING
DING
BING
KEPAK BING BING
YING
RING RING
LING
NING
ZING
WING
QING
SING SING
FING
HING
JING
VING
TIME OF THE MONTH..
I CANT FRIGGING SLEEP PEACEFULLY.
12.08.2008
Fresh Morning
Salam Eidul Adha
Its the Feast of Sacrifice.
Its not just sacrificing the lambs, cows and camels as the non-muslims know.
But so much more than that.
I dun wanna preach so i'll leave it at that.
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims and have a nice day with your family and friends to everyone.
----------------
I just wanted to make it clear that i'm getting tired of alot people.
"True colours" is a stupid term fake people come up with when their fake-ness (if there's the word) becomes obvious.
Think i've seen enough so stop it already.
And for goodness sakes eh, dun try to act important-ly busy with me.
Jerks do that, friends just dont.
---------------
Gosh i've improvised alot of words in this entry.
---
I miss my bestfriend.
Shimi you're wanted.
Thanks for everything and maaf zahir batin girl.
Its the Feast of Sacrifice.
Its not just sacrificing the lambs, cows and camels as the non-muslims know.
But so much more than that.
I dun wanna preach so i'll leave it at that.
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims and have a nice day with your family and friends to everyone.
----------------
I just wanted to make it clear that i'm getting tired of alot people.
"True colours" is a stupid term fake people come up with when their fake-ness (if there's the word) becomes obvious.
Think i've seen enough so stop it already.
And for goodness sakes eh, dun try to act important-ly busy with me.
Jerks do that, friends just dont.
---------------
Gosh i've improvised alot of words in this entry.
---
I miss my bestfriend.
Shimi you're wanted.
Thanks for everything and maaf zahir batin girl.
11.30.2008
A moment of folly, a lifetime of regret..
I never would have thought that i would be forced into submission to compromise my principles of life and morals.
unfortunately it did.
And i'm more upset than i would have expected.
why would your friends make you comply to their rules?
The worst was when i did it without free will or even the slightest sinful pleasure.
I hated it.
When your friends say sorry,
yeah you will forgive them.
But what they dont understand is that i cannot forgive myself.
for putting my trust into people who will betray me,
for doing something that doesnt bring benefit to me in anyway,
for not being more strong,
for not leaving when i could,
for being stupid.
but i learnt alot just overnight.
i just wish for once in my fucking life,
things stop getting so fucking messed up.
and i fucking wish it didnt happen in the first place.
i will erase my embarassment and disappointment of yesterday.
right.
Menghisap sesuatu yang memabukkan itu hukumnya yang haram.
Dan menghisap shisha itu hukumnya makruh,
selagi tidak manghayalkan.
unfortunately it did.
And i'm more upset than i would have expected.
why would your friends make you comply to their rules?
The worst was when i did it without free will or even the slightest sinful pleasure.
I hated it.
When your friends say sorry,
yeah you will forgive them.
But what they dont understand is that i cannot forgive myself.
for putting my trust into people who will betray me,
for doing something that doesnt bring benefit to me in anyway,
for not being more strong,
for not leaving when i could,
for being stupid.
but i learnt alot just overnight.
i just wish for once in my fucking life,
things stop getting so fucking messed up.
and i fucking wish it didnt happen in the first place.
i will erase my embarassment and disappointment of yesterday.
right.
Menghisap sesuatu yang memabukkan itu hukumnya yang haram.
Dan menghisap shisha itu hukumnya makruh,
selagi tidak manghayalkan.
11.20.2008
Bread and Love
Good Morning.
i am watching the hills as the time ticks by indicating my compulsory need to get to school. urgh. people!!! give me the afternoon classes.
i was having breakfast at five forty,
and it made me realise how much my parents really really loved me.
and my sisters.
and each other.
and i feel so blessed.
thats all.
hahahahaha.
love,
Sunshine
i am watching the hills as the time ticks by indicating my compulsory need to get to school. urgh. people!!! give me the afternoon classes.
i was having breakfast at five forty,
and it made me realise how much my parents really really loved me.
and my sisters.
and each other.
and i feel so blessed.
thats all.
hahahahaha.
love,
Sunshine
11.13.2008
Grey-Day Thurs-day
i am in class.
today is a grey day for farah and me and fong.
but tomorrow we'll have fun.
i promise.
:)
and shimi,
the world gets weirder for us.
love,
Sunshine.
today is a grey day for farah and me and fong.
but tomorrow we'll have fun.
i promise.
:)
and shimi,
the world gets weirder for us.
love,
Sunshine.
11.12.2008
Tribute
My one minute tribute.
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ya ok whatever.
anyhoo life's good for the moment.
haha.
"from this moment..."
haha.
i have to extend my thanks to fong for being really patient these few days.
because i erupt once in awhile for no apparent reason.
girls its time to party!!!
when i have the time...
OH I TANNED!
haha.
fong and farah was like
"oh you did?"
hahaha.
wah!
i fear that i lost myself,
i'm still searching for what i truly am.
the events that happened to me this year was really
an eye-opener.
the lies, the pushing over, the passing of loved ones,
the 99 questions, the stress, the loss, the fights,
the tension, the crisis....
sometimes i look at myself and hate what i'm seeing.
sometimes i just feel fabulous.
i feel weird that only at eighteen i decide
i need to find my identity of self.
but i guess i gotta start somewhere.
you motherfuckers who like to lie should too.
having said that,
i want to fall in love tonight.
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS
Lyrics:
Verse 1
From this moment, life has begun
From this moment, you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
Verse 2
From this moment, I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love, I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
Chorus 1
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
Verse 3
From this moment, as long I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
Chorus 2
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
(pause)
Verse 4
From this moment, as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
----------
love,
Sunshine
11.06.2008
If love was the river, i'd be blue.
today all i wanna do is fall in love again and again and again.
but nil love for now.
------
starbucks with weng fong today never felt so good.
we were really at the edge so she went like
"starbucks girl?"
surprisingly we ended up talking about happy family times instead of thinking of our problems.
it was really nice.
its really tough.
but we'll pull through.
11.02.2008
Missing out.
sometimes i liked it better when everyone was happier and going out just means a good hell of a party. now its just catch-ups, therapy and tell-all sessions.
i'm really bored of my life. somebody just shoot me.
but no, thats boring too.
but you cant have everything in this world
i think.
i'm really bored of my life. somebody just shoot me.
but no, thats boring too.
but you cant have everything in this world
i think.
10.31.2008
The Longest Entry Yet.
hi.
first of all i shall talk of ME!
haha. currently my life is quite good although i complain alot about school.
The past and the future cotinue to haunt me all the way to my dreams
but i guess i just have to remember not to get too caught up in this
crazy world of mine because life is short, and i gotta learn to balance
my priorities and life as a whole.
I'm surviving and hoping i have enough strength to fight.
I'm still searching for what i am really, and what i can become.
what and who i want to be.
School seemed so tough all of a sudden but i'm pushing myself
to remain level-headed and determined in pursuing greater heights.
second, i have just got over people that i shouldnt have cared about in
the first place and i must say there's this relief of getting everything
over and done with. i'm at a good place and although earlier i said i
wanted to start re-dating, i dun think thats what i really want for now.
So i wouldnt even though i'll still complain
about being dateless for 2008. haha. i'm at a good place.
not exactly stress-free but i'm starting to see my own flaws,
more obvious than before because i have time to reflect and think
about what i done wrong or where i could have done better.
or not. ok in easier terms, no love-life. haha. sucks.
third, guess what? haha. keyword: atreyu.
YES BABY! they are coming to town and i'm more than willing
to relive the good times of going to a rock concert.
so hopefully i will be there and take pictures and record more stuff.
haha. sofia, charge phone and camera. i missed kanye west.
so i shall get my revenge!
fourth, i am currently doing the handwriting test to find out about my personality. i saw farah and fong taking the test during one fo our 7-hour lab lessons. shall post parts of the results here.
fifth, i'm currently doing my assignment which is due tmr at eight. i'm so tired lah. i reached home before ten pm. the moment i came home i just bathed and rested for a while then started doing whatever things. i started at nine (six to be precise) in the morning and seemed like my day will end only after two am. after that i have to wake up at five in the morning to get to school by eight.
sixth, i'm going for brazilian tmr! yay! after like how many months of self-removal, i cannot be bothered anymore. i'm sticking to old times. so farlina, i'll see you at twelve thirty.
THE RESULTS!
Welcome Sofia Ayu, here is your handwriting analysis.
Sofia is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.
Sofia will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Sofia an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Sofia is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Sofia is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Sofia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Sofia will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sofia believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Sofia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Diplomacy is one of Sofia's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Sofia can disagree without being disagreeable.
In reference to Sofia's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sofia slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sofia can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Sofia is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Sofia basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Sofia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Something is incomplete in Sofia's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Sofia's sexual needs. [hahaha!]
Sofia has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
thats all for now,
love,
Sunshine
first of all i shall talk of ME!
haha. currently my life is quite good although i complain alot about school.
The past and the future cotinue to haunt me all the way to my dreams
but i guess i just have to remember not to get too caught up in this
crazy world of mine because life is short, and i gotta learn to balance
my priorities and life as a whole.
I'm surviving and hoping i have enough strength to fight.
I'm still searching for what i am really, and what i can become.
what and who i want to be.
School seemed so tough all of a sudden but i'm pushing myself
to remain level-headed and determined in pursuing greater heights.
second, i have just got over people that i shouldnt have cared about in
the first place and i must say there's this relief of getting everything
over and done with. i'm at a good place and although earlier i said i
wanted to start re-dating, i dun think thats what i really want for now.
So i wouldnt even though i'll still complain
about being dateless for 2008. haha. i'm at a good place.
not exactly stress-free but i'm starting to see my own flaws,
more obvious than before because i have time to reflect and think
about what i done wrong or where i could have done better.
or not. ok in easier terms, no love-life. haha. sucks.
third, guess what? haha. keyword: atreyu.
YES BABY! they are coming to town and i'm more than willing
to relive the good times of going to a rock concert.
so hopefully i will be there and take pictures and record more stuff.
haha. sofia, charge phone and camera. i missed kanye west.
so i shall get my revenge!
fourth, i am currently doing the handwriting test to find out about my personality. i saw farah and fong taking the test during one fo our 7-hour lab lessons. shall post parts of the results here.
fifth, i'm currently doing my assignment which is due tmr at eight. i'm so tired lah. i reached home before ten pm. the moment i came home i just bathed and rested for a while then started doing whatever things. i started at nine (six to be precise) in the morning and seemed like my day will end only after two am. after that i have to wake up at five in the morning to get to school by eight.
sixth, i'm going for brazilian tmr! yay! after like how many months of self-removal, i cannot be bothered anymore. i'm sticking to old times. so farlina, i'll see you at twelve thirty.
THE RESULTS!
Welcome Sofia Ayu, here is your handwriting analysis.
Sofia is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.
Sofia will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Sofia an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Sofia is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Sofia is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Sofia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Sofia will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sofia believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Sofia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Diplomacy is one of Sofia's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Sofia can disagree without being disagreeable.
In reference to Sofia's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sofia slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sofia can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Sofia is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Sofia basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Sofia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Something is incomplete in Sofia's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Sofia's sexual needs. [hahaha!]
Sofia has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
thats all for now,
love,
Sunshine
10.28.2008
KissKiss
because i'm not average and i go crazy too.
yes, shimi has all my fuck photos and i still love her for it.
privileged heh? hehehe.
is it worst to miss someone or miss someone out?
oh i forgot....
happy birthday liar.
Life is beautiful.
i wish my life is more colourful.
or maybe not.
i wish for extreme happiness.
but i know there's always a price to pay.
sucks.
love,
Sunshine
or maybe not.
i wish for extreme happiness.
but i know there's always a price to pay.
sucks.
love,
Sunshine
10.25.2008
10.16.2008
The good old times.
thats me, amira and aisyah
we three are always making the most noise at any place at all.
we graduated in different classes but
i remember like always being with them during recess.
i hate my class so i'll go over.
i'm always staring in from the windows
and non-verbally go "is class over yet??"
and they'd go. "a bit more."hahaha.
once its recess or school's over,
i'm forever waiting to hang out with mira, aisyah and farlina.
woohoo!
me and amira is by far two of the most different individuals created in history.
but somehow clicked.
i guess we understand that and laugh all the stress out instead of
makig a big deal about our differences.
i missed the times when we go for our house meetings
and school concerts.
terjerit-jerit terpekik-pekik.
hahaha.
and we'd paint faces and just have lotsa fun.
she's my party girl. ahha.
she's my spiritual partner.
i love this picture alot.
is us girls for this raya.
trying to merajuk. ahaha.
i like how we are seated nicely in colours.
i think this picture is what started this whole entry anyways.
haha.
i love going out with the girls always.
its always funny.
front: mira, rab, farl, izzat
behind: liana, half of my face and raden
i think i'm gonna plan a gathering.
sooooo cool.
i love them loads.
despite everything we went through as a group or individually.
or especially because. :)
love,
Sunshine
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