POINTLESS CONVERSATION

HELLO HELLO!
[HOLA!]
HAHA.


OK LET ME ASK YOU A RIDDLE.
CAN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHOSE LOOKS ARE AVERAGE?
YES?
BUT!!!
WHAT IF YOU FEEL LIKE PUKING EVERYTIME YOU LOOK AT THE PERSON'S PICTURE?
NOW HONESTLY TELL ME..
CAN YOU FALL IN LOVE? HUH? HUH? HUH?
HAHAHAHA.
I ASK MYSELF THE SAME QUESTION EVERYTIME.
OK, APPARENTLY YES.
I GOT ASTIGMATISM ISSUES.
HAHA.



OKIES BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE IF I AM UNKIND TO SAD PEOPLE,
I SHALL BE A GOOD FRIEND AND BE THERE FOR THE LAUGHTER AND THE TEARS.
I SHALL REMEMBER HOW IT FEELS LIKE WHEN THERE'S NO ONE TO LISTEN TO YOU,
NO ONE TO TRY TO CHEER YOU UP,
NO ONE TO SLAP YOU TO YOUR SENSES.
AND THEREFORE I SHALL BE NICE AND STAY AROUND TO SLAP THE SHIT OUT MY DEAR FRIEND UNTIL MY DEAR FRIEND HAS GOTTEN WHAT --- WANTS OR FAILED AT THAT.
CLARITY. I PRAY FOR CLARITY.



COMMUNICATION THROUGH THE INTERNET, SMSES, PHONECALLS EVEN,
ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH SOMETIMES.
I MEAN I CAN SMS SHIMI LIKE EVERYDAY BUT IT WOULD ALWAYS FEEL LESS PERSONAL UNTIL I ACTUALLY SEE HER WITH MY OWN EYES. FOR EXAMPLE.
INLCUSIVE OF THAT STATED FACT OF IMPERSONAL-NESS,
IT IS NATURALLY DIFFICULT TO TRACE ME ESP IF YOU ARE MALE.
MY PHONE JUST DOESNT TELL ME WHEN PEOPLE CALL ME SOMETIMES,
OR I WILL RECEIVE THE SMSES TEN HOURS LATER.
IF YOU'RE MALE, MOST LIKELY I GET IT LIKE TWELVE HOURS LATER.
I DUN CHOOSE OK. HAHA.
I TRIED.



SEE THAT'S WHY TECHNOLOGY SUCKS.


BRING ON THE FLUFF AND HAPPY THINGS.
BECAUSE DECISION ANALYSIS SUCKED BIG TIME FOR ME.
IN EXAMS AND IN REAL LIFE.


LOVE,
SUNSHINE.