The Longest Entry Yet.

hi.
first of all i shall talk of ME!
haha. currently my life is quite good although i complain alot about school.
The past and the future cotinue to haunt me all the way to my dreams
but i guess i just have to remember not to get too caught up in this
crazy world of mine because life is short, and i gotta learn to balance
my priorities and life as a whole.
I'm surviving and hoping i have enough strength to fight.
I'm still searching for what i am really, and what i can become.
what and who i want to be.
School seemed so tough all of a sudden but i'm pushing myself
to remain level-headed and determined in pursuing greater heights.

second, i have just got over people that i shouldnt have cared about in
the first place and i must say there's this relief of getting everything
over and done with. i'm at a good place and although earlier i said i
wanted to start re-dating, i dun think thats what i really want for now.
So i wouldnt even though i'll still complain
about being dateless for 2008. haha. i'm at a good place.
not exactly stress-free but i'm starting to see my own flaws,
more obvious than before because i have time to reflect and think
about what i done wrong or where i could have done better.
or not. ok in easier terms, no love-life. haha. sucks.

third, guess what? haha. keyword: atreyu.
YES BABY! they are coming to town and i'm more than willing
to relive the good times of going to a rock concert.
so hopefully i will be there and take pictures and record more stuff.
haha. sofia, charge phone and camera. i missed kanye west.
so i shall get my revenge!

fourth, i am currently doing the handwriting test to find out about my personality. i saw farah and fong taking the test during one fo our 7-hour lab lessons. shall post parts of the results here.

fifth, i'm currently doing my assignment which is due tmr at eight. i'm so tired lah. i reached home before ten pm. the moment i came home i just bathed and rested for a while then started doing whatever things. i started at nine (six to be precise) in the morning and seemed like my day will end only after two am. after that i have to wake up at five in the morning to get to school by eight.

sixth, i'm going for brazilian tmr! yay! after like how many months of self-removal, i cannot be bothered anymore. i'm sticking to old times. so farlina, i'll see you at twelve thirty.

THE RESULTS!

Welcome Sofia Ayu, here is your handwriting analysis.

Sofia is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Sofia will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Sofia an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Sofia is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Sofia is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Sofia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Sofia will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sofia believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Sofia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Diplomacy is one of Sofia's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Sofia can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Sofia's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sofia slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sofia can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Sofia is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Sofia basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Sofia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Sofia's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Sofia's sexual needs. [hahaha!]

Sofia has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.


thats all for now,
love,
Sunshine