I told mum everything that was on my mind.
And its true when they say your mum knows you best.
Well atleast it is for me.
She shares my sentiments and i'm glad i'm honest with her.
Now that everything has been spoken out loud all i am left with is to make decisions.

If you were me,
would yo go on board a plane to somewhere for your internship for 3 motnhs without your family?
Would you wish then that you are going with the people you envision working with for the trip?
Would you just accept anything or anyone?
Would you not go because you dun want to spend 3 months working with people you dun really care about?

If you were me,
would you have believed this was the end of all problems?
would you have felt that now you are just breaking down?
would you continue fighting to survive just life and yourself?

These days have been really tough.

but hell its eventful. hehe.

I really love my mother for being one of my bestfriends throughout my life.
Its the toughest being my mother+friend+confidante and she's still been there for me continuously. Thanks mum. I love you. 2008 opened my eyes.