2pm

hello baby.
today is monday.
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AHAHAHA. ok basically it just means its the official start of the school week where my life gets tonggang terbalik singapore flyer-complicated. haha. i think i've been telling everyone how i already feel the heat of school. the pressure rising. i can feel it. and i am quite stressed out already. i'm scared of many things but i have my family. i never really realised how much my family has to go through this year as a team. i'm glad we stick together, through thick and thin. however, it still saddens me and kinda dampened my spirit about surviving this life. conversations i had with friends and my sisters made me think real hard. far asked me "are you sad?"
how do i answer that? i just feel "immobile" haha. that makes it a yesi guess. but i am a naturally happy person so i dunno. i'm confused. :(
i'm just trying to remind myself that tmr will be a better day.
and i guess when ypu believe in the good things, they come real good. haha.
like for example, the Avenged Sevenfold concert. heheeks!

love,
Sunshine.

p.s i think school should always start at two pm. haiz.

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