i sometimes forget that anger is not just an adjective to describe your emotions,
it is practically alive,
when dead, you can give it cpr,
and it consumes you like i consume Mega Mac.
i thank god for helping me get back to my senses.

just now i felt like my tears could not wait to get out from the tears ducts,
being suppressed for far too long and too deep.
and it was because of that stupid anger that almost make me forget.

at the same time you sometimes wonder why everything's so difficult.
yeah i know why.
but i mean "WHY?"
i wish that my friend stop waiting for me to take initiative to call or sms everytime.
i wish that my teacher would stop undermining my every duty and my leadership.
i wish my teachers trust me instead of questioning me.
i wish that i can say no to a friend without hurting her feelings.
i wish that when i tell my family of the good news they react the way i want them to, just not like this.
i wish that school starts later then 2pm everyday.
but wishes dun always come true.
still no matter what,
to my primary school-till poly sweetheart,
thanks.
oh and thanks for understanding my phone problem :):)
SHIMI SHIMI SHIMI.

it gets tougher and tougher.
like sometimes i wish the surprise stop popping everyday.

love
Sunshine